CHin CAi...

2011-01-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

突然觉得心里有一阵的冷风吹着。。
Perhaps I am afraid that you might not love me anymore,

Perhaps I am afraid that you might fall for others,

Perhaps because of my past experiences,

Made me really afraid of myself once again, the sudden coldness,

Made ponder am I doing enough, am I right for u, am I too boring, am I making you happy, Am I restricted you to fly...

Are you happy with me, if so why recently you don't look so,

Jia you myself !

2010-09-09T00:10:00.003+08:00

Looka Bomba!!! Wahahha What a Song... Pump in all the energy in mi!! Oh Baby Baby Come On!!

Haha Today is the third recorded run I had using my new i phone apps run keeper.. awesome Apps.. but kinda hassle to bring iphone n run... hmmmm... think i ran too much recently... the excessive running is making mi dehydrating... my lips are drying...

Bao Bah Hai Zi! You can Bao Chu Yi Ge Chun Tian Lai De! Keep Believing!!

Xy is Happy i am Happy too! Wahaha

Ryan had tendered his resignation... one more friend gone from work... How many more do i need to see them leave.... guess my turn is soon too.. 1 MORE YEAR! COMe on BAby!

2010-09-08T01:09:00.002+08:00

why everytime.. i heard Ah Mei's song... i think about you... especially Ah Mei's

我要快樂.....

I hope you got ur happiness now... n stop crying le.... 3 years le... right... Jia you... Jia you...

2010-08-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

Backy home from school after work.. hetic day at work , tired day at school... yesterday i overheard my mum that my mum's mum which is my grandma was hospitalise at CGH... overheard that she said my grandma couldnt recognise anyone..... initally my first thot was who cares.. because since yet i didnt have a good impression of my grandma.. and since then i never like her.. nor did i talk to her... i know i m bad... i am really bad.. i m sorry.. i apologise now... i dont wanna look back and say i wish i had treat u better...

when i just reach home today... i open the door i heard my mum was on the line probably with one of my aunty... she was at the living room... my dad already sleeping in bed... i can see her face... the worry face,... the face.. i look at i would cried now.... i can see ... and i can feel she is very sad.. after she hang the phone.. i approached her and asked her.. hows grandma.. she then told me .. grandma was in coma... she was 84 years ago... both her kidneys had failed... she is suffering... her spine was infected with virus... basically she can't last much longer... and the doctor say they donnt want to extend her suffering by plugging in all those wires into my grandma... juz let her move on naturally... at that moment i can feel deeply that my mother was very very sad... however she didnt want to show infront of mi... how i wanted to approach her and give her a hug... sorry i didnt do it... i promise i will do it.. okie.. mum i m sorry for not understanding u at times... but i am feeling so sad.. when i look at you heartbroken becuz of grandma and especially u act the brave front... HAha guess i am your sensitive emotional son.. and here i m again tearing hahah... and my stupid insensitive brother i really hate you... you dont even show a care or concern to mum ,... u only care about talking on phone... u bastard... i really hate you...

told my mom tml i will company her to cgh.. after tat i go straight from work from there... no worry ur bu xiao zi will be there when u need him.....

2010-08-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

Wee I Watched Xin Msn Catch Up TV. Unriddle Epi 07. There is one particular phrase i learnt from this episode is that finding someone you love is difficult.. to give up is even more diffcult...
feeling very emotional... sorry XY i dont want to tell you what happen bcoz i dont wanna spoilt your mood.. but when i look at my hp... you are the one i could call....the feeling so terrible... go away satan... stop making mi so emotional.....

guess i really hate loneliness... plus i am not the type that tell my family what is happpening.... never talk to my bro... so as my dad and mum... And i dont want them to worry abt mi man.... ARggg...

I need a long long break........

2010-08-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

Recently very emotional.... felt very lonely...like a suffocating bun.. all kept inside going to explode... friends are busy with their other half.... although sometimes I blame them for neglecting me.. but eventually I still wanna see them happy with their own life... living happily, have colorful life.. have a wonderful journey... SO i am not angry with you all, i dont blame all of you too... Perhaps its a test by god... god send me this test....

firstly and foremost the most important buddy in my life XY ! Thanks for a touching words you said to me... i love you alot and u love me too right... and all those things you said make me cry like there is no tml... it is the best phrase i even hear in my life... you will be the last one standing when the whole world gives up on me...you wont let me go no matter what happen... guess you are the first and last person to say that to me... those words.. make me stronger than ever... thank you.. deep inside my heart.. through my soul... I will pray for blessings for you and boi boi... though i know you will be busy and neglecting me... I will also be there for you whenever you need me okay...

god her name is luo xing ying... please give her and boy boy blessings.. may they stayed healthy and happy forever..

secondly to chuang huiwen .. same same same.. recently you are very busy since ronnie came back.. but i understand... so you should know it too.. i am not angry with you hehe.. guess really god wanna test me... one shot all my close frens are so busy with their boyfriend...

thirdly to Iris... thanks for the peace, serenity and calmness you gave me... Your company give me strength to walk my life... though you are also busy with your life... insipring game of life....

thank you everyone every single frens who always entertain me during this period.... haha = ) may god bless you !

2010-08-05T00:21:00.006+08:00

Wee!!

I need to stay fit and healthy!!

Continuing, today is my third run and i can see significant improvement!
SmarT Goals
1st Goal - Slim Down ( cut down 5 - 10 kg by september)

2nd Goal - Save More so that I can go backpack travelling ($100 per pay day)

3rd Goal - Find, Find and Find Someone who can start a new chapter in my life.. not to replace 'you' coz you are irreplaceabe.. rather move on with my life.. . Jia you Ah Heng!

Tday while driving.. was listen to this song Just the way you are by Bruno Mars... Fell in love with the song...

2010-08-02T16:01:00.003+08:00

Phrase for Today!

Love is not possible, if you can't honestly express your innermost feeling.
As long as you are afraid of getting hurt, you have no right to love someone else.

2010-07-30T13:56:00.002+08:00

Kudos to Corrine May ! For Singing the NDP 10 National Song.

Falling in love with her songs. As and when I am feeling down when I listen to her song, it leads my soul to peace and calm...

Have being hearing this song Free by Corrine May.

Lyrics as follow:
I see the morning glory
It winds upon the tree
It tells the untold story of how things were meant to be
You saw the universe
Caught up in desperate dreams
You came and changed the ending
Changed it to save my fate
You led the revolution
You left your legacy
Embraced the struggle
in the face of mortality
I know I'm not alone in this
Help me believe

I can be free
I can be free from this place
Beautiful healer
Beautiful grace
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming
No more deceiving
Break these chains

It's still the same old story
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
This great divide
Between the want and waste
And all the hunger inside
I heard the news today
Now I'm trying to find my place
I'm just a single voice
What can I do to erase

All this misunderstanding
All this anarchy
Six degrees of separation
Sometimes it's so hard to see
That we are not alone in this
I need to believe

I can be free
I can be free from this place
Beautiful healer
Beautiful grace
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming
No more deceiving
Break these chains

Some might find her song to be 'holy' assoication with god but I just love it. It can bring me up from my slumber. Thank you so much. I will try to love everyone single of my friends out there. = )

2010-05-09T04:27:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi to myself. Never ever being so clear myself. After losing sight of my future, being not able to see my own future. I have decided that one day when my parents are no longer with me I will leave this birth place and migrate to other place. As each day passes by, i see my parents is growing old... i am so afraid so afraid in future they are no longer by myside... i know.. its a cycle.. people will eventually die and return to nature... but i just can't harbour such thought... i am so afraid.... to fill in this fear.. i have come to a stand... to leave this sorrow place.... this is my goal.... i hereby wish all my friends... all the best for yourself...

2008-01-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

feeling sad... hahaha..

haf to hold onto my feelings.. difficult to control ya...

2008-01-03T02:38:00.001+08:00

A very big Happy new yr to all of ya!!!!! 2008!! fa FA fa !!

new year new start.. new resolution !!

Many apology for missing out tis blog for so long... haha

guess should update myself..

work : usual... striving hard...

familly: slight improvement =D !

frends: tryin my best to work out wif all of them.. dont worry none is forgotten!! love u all ...

relationship: still unknown...

money: not a issue to mi ..

personal: FAIL my IPPT !! omg!! haha

well.. a brief... update of wat happen to myself.. recently..

to all of my frens out there... work hard for tis new yr...

There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes

2007-11-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK !!! IN STYLE *ahem

the very firsTtt aand foremost thing i wanna say is.. tHanks ms XY for reviving my blog... and also finding back my old skin miss this skin so much....

Seems like i had being through a decade.... grown up so much.... actually i prefer to take bus rather den drivin a car... when i m takin bus.. i felt having time with myself *alone... let my mind wander around... juz sometime for myself... to tink of what i want.. in future... and what had happened in the past... when i am drivin... i didn't have the time to tink abt anytin...

i am very forunate to find someone whom i cherish so much... to the extend of doin anytin for tat her... and the reason was unknown... just want to protect her, dont wanna see her gettin hurt... even we are not together...

and u arh!! keep making mi do those.. paiseh stuff... but it s also bcoz of u tat made mi realise the importance of my family.. the love of my family..... the impact and changes.. of u tat affect mi ... hmmm ... tats y i wan to say u to u that wo hen zhen xi ni... and can u dont push mi tooo another person... coz.. i believe in tat Ai qing cannot be force de... wat if i realli go with another person den u regret =P but i wun... the most... single for life bah... still got my frens wit mi mah... right...

xy ... lynster... huiwen... and so many of u... but i noe u guys n gals are busy with your life... hmmm.... everyone do your best for your life...

*go work le ! haha

蒲公英的约定
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英是记忆里有味道的风景午睡操场传来蝉的声音多少年后也还是很好听将愿望折纸飞机寄成信因为我们等不到那流星认真投决定命运的硬币却不知道到底能去哪里一起长大的约定那样清晰打过勾的我相信说好要一起旅行是你如今唯一坚持的任性在走廊上罚站打手心我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓我去到哪里你都跟很紧很多的梦在等待着进行一起长大的约定那样清晰打过勾的我相信说好要一起旅行是你如今唯一坚持的任性一起长大的约定那样真心与你聊不完的曾经而我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情

2006-07-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

uPdated... at 11.26pm

Happy Birthday to myself!! =)

First and foremost many thanks to all my friends.. for celebrating my bdae...and all the presents :)

started my celebration on last sat.. and it gonna last until tis wed..

1. Many tHanks to fiona, xiaoli, ah wee for the gift and heartwarming celebration

2.wHopper of tHanks to my polyMates, kim guaN & laUra, Jess, ESP huiwen for pLannin tat big surprise for mi.. loL u guys realli surprise mi.. by poppin out at my hse.. the Last time i celebrated my birthday at home was during primay schoollin...

3. tOns of tHanks... to xy n Lyn doubLe N.. for all the laugther u bring mi manz.. n brIng mi to take tat nice neoPrint... though i dislike takin photos =X

4. tHanks jiajia for singing bdae song.. for mi on msn lol.. n those tat msged mi too ah Mei zI, LihOng, Iris for tat special maPLe wish, JIaN haO, KiM cHi, aH li, mms frM Yiling..ah Meng, bUd.. i reali appreciate it.. and oso candice for rembring..

5. tHanks peng you.. thanks a million.. u made mi feel so guilty.. u spend so much on my bdae.. n done a jigsaw.. bought a shirt.. n oso treat mi to such a exP rest.. i realli dunnoe wat to say man.. lol.. juz a big hug n thanks..

lastly... thank you everyone.. for the memorable event..

2006-07-11T03:03:00.000+08:00

its exactly 3.ooam right now.. yes right now i m still awake.... wat the hell am i tinkin.. >.<
maNz.. y am i born as such a sentimental guy.. i m human after all..even i m a guy.. there could juz b sometimes.. i need someone to b by my side bah.. even a slightest concern could simply touch my heart... but.. come to tink of it.. i m guy tat is oso full of pride.. stuupid pride.. born to b.. born as a leo.. so wat to do... end up.. i talk rubbish.. instead of sayin the truth... tryin to act ... haha.. make myself hard to understand.... hmm... forget it... juz let those troublesome tings.. get out of my way..

2006-07-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

-_-zZzzZ .. arh.. felt so sleepy.. only slept for 2 hrs yesterday...

tis mornin went for my interview.. it wasn't consider a success until i receive my letter.. but i did trieD my best... after the interview.. it was rainin cats n dogs.. i was drenched like a poor carrot.. runnin towards the bus stop.. n as expected.. i took the bus in the wrong direction.. n went to whaompo interchange lolz.. omg.. tat place was like alien to mi... n i end up takin cab.. >.< .. bo lui le..
after tat.. went hm.. n rest.. took a short nap.. n went out to meet my billard khakis.. lol.. 1 by 1 they are enlisting into army.. sigh.. they are goin to their next stage of their life... i wish ya all the best man..

yours sincerely..

carrot..

2006-07-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

wHaHA new bLog skin.. THanks to the very good fren again.. for your Kua Dao Pang Zhu! Lolz..

sOme minor updates.. i got my polIce letter le.. goin for interview in the comIn week.. wish mi luck..

all d best for those tat are in the army and those enlisting very soon de.. lolz.. lives gonna be different and each of us will walk our own path.. no matter wad happen i juz hope tat i m rembered and of coz.. i won't forget all of u...

1 simple wish... hope tat all of you.. are enjoyin what you all are doing... n be happy.. for the path u chose.. do ur best... =)

2006-06-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

Changes....

people change frm time to time... through experiences.. losing impt tings.. in their life...

i have change...grown up le...not physicallyy but mentally...

in the past.. i hate to study.. i dont intend to study in university even though..i am capable... now i really wan to study in university... however... time is my main concern... by the time i end my studying route.. i have already wasted 1/4 of my life.. in books.. sigh..
in the past.. i didn't treat my family well.. bcoz i didn't know how to express myself.. always tinkin tat it is a burden... now.. i learn to appreciate them more....

Some thoughts keep flashin through my mind... when i saw a old man on the bus... he looked worn out.. old... tired...lackadaisical...layback... i wonder will my future be the same as him... lonely... at the same time.. i juz wanna say to people out there... when u are young... dont b afraid to go for sometin u like... dont b afraid.. of getting reject.. bcoz.. when u are ... even u wan to step forward.. it will b hard....

2006-06-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

Good Day / Bad day

Haha had a not bad day.. went to peng you's hse help xiu li xiu li yi xia their comp.. after tat went for dinner wif pengyou n bro.. n den went shoppin n pooling..

nice tings are just short n simple..

haiz.. i gonna b so dman freaking straight BUD i m very disappointed in u... very...
u know it urself.. so what i predict is truth after all.. u msged mi said tat u are concern and try so hard to care for mi .. omg ur purpose is
juz to ask mi whether i m going for tat grrad day.. n so i can pass sooling de tixs.. so u can jiao dai to wk so she can tell sl..

i m so disappointed.. u people only tink of urself.. what happen to u all in future i dun care anymore... juz wanna say.. give a thought to others..

Goin in army very soon ~

when was the last time ur heart pounded faster then before , when was the last time u are so happy tat u talk to someone n u hope to see her/him again... man.. i lost tat feeling so long ago.. but recently manage to juz haf the slightest feeling of liking someone... haiz... no confidence...

2006-05-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

21st of May two more weeks before my enlistment....

Dedication:
xy n lyn n darius n jianhao gud luck for ur attachment

xl & fiona gud luck for ur business and work & studies..

peng you gud luck for work and happy 21st bdae... it has being a long time... back den..

yx n yuan n kt, shirley, shino, many sec sch frens.. all the best to ur army life and work now... n oso schoolings..

jess, hw, kg, laura, mh, fish, sl n frens, amanda, chan hui, ivy la all polymates .. gud luck in army and those working in the society..

liang hong n frens n jiajia Gud luck in army .. n police too lol n studies..

iris, xiaohui, huiping, miao zhen.... sincerely wish u da best... keep on believing on wad u all believe..

zhihui, yonghai, kong feng, lihong, jason .. all my seniors haha wish ya the best in ur future thanks for teachin mi so much..

muahah

went for a sort of prize presentation concert yesterday ... cool.. coz can see stars like 5566... thanks to old pals man.. n the treat too.. nice get along sessions... i juz like it small.. coz of the closure bah..

tdae went for the big walk wif poly frenz... freaking long walk 10km... manage to finish it.. tired...

Life is a growing up process.... i believe i have changed... i am not like the usual mi anymore.. the talkative boy who become the quiet guy through the process... i dont like to explain and talk too much with people.. juz a few words will do... when i am alone... i become more of a observor, monitoring tings and people around me lookin at their expression, watchin how simple life could be and remindin myself of tat...discovering the more beautiful scenery around me...instead of criticizing tings or people around mi.. mayb it will b able to generate laughter for awhile.. and put my mind out of any deep thot... but whenever i m alone.. those criticism will hunt mi deep down in my thoughts... there is always two ways judging tings.. the positive and the negative... and its our mind to perceive how it would be...
i often comment negatively about others... when i m wif my frens.. its about time to stop my foolishness n shut up.. wads the use of "building up ur happiness ur laughter on others' suffering." i felt very bad... peng you arh helped mi.. i need u... sigh.........

when was the last time u ever saw a rainbow.. when was the last time u saw a smile tat will touch ur heart... when was the last time u ever smile deep down from your heart and not laughter... but a smile.. juz a simple yet heartfelt smile...

做人不能太自私。。。。

Heaven knows
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's far away
It just keeps gettin storenger
everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
In know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide oway or
Dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why it does hurt me so

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Only heaven knows... i can only hope and pray....

2006-05-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

part1
If u guys ... haven listen to this song... i highly recommend this song.. thanks to xy for sendin mi too..sharing is caring.. its a nice song... by TANK

歌曲：我们小时候

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛
长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸
回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼就能够感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我了了
回忆起我们小时后
闭上眼就能够感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走
离开了我们小时候
现在的你不在想我
这个时候我了了

how i hope i can return to the time when i was small...how i hope i m given a second chance... but as xy said.. "if everything got 2nd chance. u wont learn to tresure" its all these hard felt lessons tat teaches us to wake up.... i gonna be single forever... i dont wanna hai anyone le.. hahaa forget it..

happy birthday to those in MAY:
Kim Guan
Menghoe
Yuan Jie
Jun Qing
Weiren
Fish
Ah Hao
Fiona

wah dman xiong man ... wallet burn big hole liao la .. hahaha
so many bdae bashes.... cheers to all..

part 2..

one of the two of my hamster just passed away... my mum buried it around the hdb vicnity wif an incense too... go in peace bah...
but ever since one of them passed away...the surviving hamster isn't active anymore... it seems like it lost interest in tings... even when we feed it... perhaps he is feeling sad... feeling lonely.. ? Someone it played wif such a long time.. its no longer by ur side anymore... haiz... although its juz a hamster but... i felt sad too... maybe its good that i shouldn't keep a dog eh... if my dog die.. i would b devasted.. .. i cannot take it... i dont like the feeling of losing someone impt... maybe tats y i dont wanna commit in any relation anymore.. or friends too... haiz..

rest in peace... sorry i didn't gave u a name while u are alive.. now i'll call u spike.. good bye...

2006-04-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

fatigued.....

wat shld i do..

i miss u...

静静的陪你走了好远好远

连眼睛红了都没有发现

听着你说你现在的改变

看着我依然最爱你的笑脸

这条旧路依然没有改变

以往的每次路过都是晴天

想起我们有过的从前

泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见

深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显

过完了今天就不要再见面

我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸

你双手曾在我的双肩

感觉有那么甜我那么依恋

每当我闭上眼

我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现

我吻过你的脸

你已经不在我的身边

（虽然你不在我的身边）

我还是祝福你过的好一点

断开的感情线

我不要做断点

只想在睡前再听见你的蜜语甜言

2006-04-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

wHAahah this is a day to remb!!! i won my first tOto !! if i recalled its my third time buying.. 1st time i spent 2 bucks.. for the 2nd time i wasted 8 bucks.. and forunately the third time i bought actually is kim guan who help mi buy .. 2 bucks.. i got 4 numbers woo hooo !!!

oh well.. thanks the someone .. maybe i start to believe in u .. maybe..
and oso juz now donated 2 bucks wif kt at orchard to those orphange.... = )

happy bdae huang weiren !! lolz

2006-04-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

mistake and regret are two different word and meaning....

mistake -

An error or fault resulting from defective judgment, deficient knowledge, or carelessness.
A misconception or misunderstanding.

regret -

To feel sorry, disappointed, or distressed about.
To remember with a feeling of loss or sorrow; mourn.

*information taken from dictionary.com

in my life i made 2 major mistake up till now:

the 1st i broke a young girl heart.. i should not haf gone into a relationship with her.. and after we broke off, she bcame dejected and starts to skip school and influence by bad company.. i m sorry... i know sorry is not enough..

the 2nd i trusted my frens more than my girlfriend... perhaps its my greatest mistake in life...

i m very tired... i dun wanna go thru this again..

in my life i had 2 greatest regret:

the 1st i never studied hard for my PSLE and O' levels and i ended up in a slower stream during sec sch and oso a course in poly tat i dont reallli fancy.. i miss my chance to pursue sth i like and probably my 2nd dream too...

the 2nd i never understand "her" enough perhaps i m too possessive.... and at tat time i still didn't know how to let go... and never realli cherish what i haf...

today.. during work... juz haf a feeling... i missed some of my frens... startled...

i m juz an empty bottle tryin to the right content to fill up the bottle....

2006-04-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIM CALLED MI DMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wasted my opportunity becoz of NS!!! ...

they said i did some survey at dunnoe where.. i can't even rember.. and i was lookin for a part-time job.. and they got a position tat is management trainee OMG!!! i can't believe it y they choose mi too muah perhaps i m lucky tdae.. haha heng heng.. they said tat position is to train pple to become management leevel pple.. lolz.. omg n i believe i got to attend some trainin provided by them.. and i can b management level too lolz... and got to go down interview.. but sobz... when i told her i got NS she say ohhHh.. she wqiill call mi after my NS lol .. sad.. there goes my ....chance... sobz..

2006-04-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

"wat i can teach u is resolve... the rest is up to u.. the only person tat can tell u more about urself is yourself..."

2006-04-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

gradually as each day past by, i m understandin about mi .. more n more.. haha i m not like the chin cai boi anymore.. in the past i dont understand myself.. pple say i dont haf a zhu jian i dont know wat i want.. however now..i have my stand i have my belief i have my principles.. if u dont like it tats fine wif mi = D cuz it wun bother mi at all... i walk my path...

i dont like to accomodate pple... feels like.. i am gettin more n more less accomodative... perhaps.. i prefer to collaborate with pple... muahha tats the new mi..

2006-04-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

how would i feel.. if i m in a world of darkness...
how would i feel.. if i m begging for a living in clifford pier...
how would i feel.. if i m workin in a coffeeshop as a kopi kia for all my life...
and in the end what i get...

perhaps i dont know what i want now... my future job... but gradually i m gettin hints to understand my purpose of livin in this world..
would i be happy if i earn big bucks.. enjoyin the rich life... showin off to the people...
or would i be happy if i m able to have a dream work...
or would i be happy if i can help the people around the world..

i will pick the 3rd choice.. guess i m realli an extreme sentimental guy... tats wat born in mi... whenever i look at those people tat are unlucky compared to us.. i m deeply touch... but when lookin at mi and the people around mi... they pick and choose their job, if they are not happy they leave and find another job... they work for a better life in future for themself.... i m still unsure of my life...

Nonsense of the Day ~~
basically there is 2 type of people in this world.. and
they are Men and Women..

2006-04-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

Your true color is Green!

What's Your True Color?

Brought to you by Tickle

suddenly have a feeling want to blog.. whahah i tink its about nearly a mth ago.. since i last blog.. wooo many tings to share..

firstly, i received my army letter .. oh nooo.. haah june 8th enlistment .. well.. not realli bother by it.. heck care.. haha secondly, i submitted the application for police !!! hope they call mi up for interview... thirdly, <--- haha like writin primary school composition sorry arh my eng,, realli is CMI. Next, i m workin at a bank for a contract of 1 to 3 mths but most prob it will b a mth =D meet some funny pple there.. it was nice.. haha thats all for my updates..

recently i had many mixed feelings.. feelin like i m being make use of.. but i m willin..coz i m afraid of lonely.. i guess so.. hahaz... but now i issue a serious warning to whoever.. i m not a stupid guy i know what i am doing.. and i haf a limit to it... i m juz givin u face...

oh well.. haha forgotten .. met up wif peng you at suntec !! went for some snoopy rolling manz..!! haha cute.. all i got to say.. u are one of the best fren i had. = D muahah so are u XY! and lyn of coz though i juz knew u whaha... i m very contented already.. i know its impossible for mi to always find ya pple haha.. i guess i will take a new path.. ya ! ho ho ho ! n an advance GOOD FRIDAY !! TGIF !!!

2006-03-05T15:35:00.000+08:00

all he wish for is.. some happiness~

2006-02-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

Thanks dman nice fren of mine = D

oh well... end of school finally... no more exams no more lectures no more hussles.. bawhaaha..

tdae's topic is making friends...

in life there will be many friends coming and going at the same time.. however most importantly is choosing the right friends, what i meant by right friends.. are those friends tat are handsome popular well known or those tat click with you.. for mi.. i tink its not... people prefer to stick with those friends tat they known earlier on in their life even though they might not click with one another or these so called friends ain true friends..because they are afriad of loneliness ,people are selfish they thought for themselves first but yet people still wanna stick with these kind of friends.. perhaps i can't accept cruelity .. however i seen some really rare gem like xy lar peng you larh... u are people tat amaze mi.. and change mi.. i will try to b positive.

.People may think tat in poly u get to know friends tat come n go.. personally i disagree at least i manage to know some great pple and hopefully in future we will remind in contact.. =) right peng you.. dman nice fren of mine.. lynn.. tu zi go ur hse arh.. got nice food eat.. i wanna go again >.<.. fish n so many of u...

for pple out there.. juz wanna tell u ..cherish ur frens better.. understand them better.. before friendship is everlasting.. don't forget ur old friends when making new friends.. because new friends often provides a whole new refreshin feelin.. without noticing u will neglect people around u...

signing off..

hope someone haf the courage to pursue her own destiny.. her own happiness too!! <----

there is one phase i seen frm the superstar drama is.. 等到有一天你想和我做朋友再来找我吧！ i remodified abit.. : 等到有一天你学会如何去真心得交朋友再来找我吧！

2006-02-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

Once a upon a time.. in MapleLand...

Mr carrotdan & Ms littlegirl88 held a "once in a lifetime wedding"....

nvm.. actually im not sure of wat to say also..
AS the blog owner is damn lazy to even load the pics himself..
Me, as a damn nice fren of his, is here to load his "wedding" pics for him..
ENJOY LA~~

a pair of very in love MapleCouple...

at the Yue Lao there..

the marriage vow~

a pair of happily married couple! - carrotdan & littlegirl88 :D

flying loves and kisses here and there~~~

MORE AND MORE LOVES <3

ok la, that's abt it.
tat crazy carrot wants me to upload every single photo if possible. he must be crazy.

signing off,
carrot's damn nice fren

2006-02-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

hello!!! Haha, had a beautiful day.. the word beautiful explains = Having qualities that delight the senses, especially the sense of sight. <-- frm www.dictionary.com

started off my day by meeting peng you at city hall.. yes its my 2nd time goingg there in this week.. meet peng you.. n received my first n only valentine day present i tink.. thanks peng you.. after tat we went suntec.. lookin for my card...walk n walk.. then saw snoopy those machines u turn turn turn.. we went crazy n go around turning machines frm suntec until marina.. we wasted aroound 20 bucks turning my little bro "snoopy" stuffs haha ..then i get to keep all the stuff.. muaha.. after tat turnning snoopy n gettin the card, we went to esplande for the fireworks .. we bought some choco frm the shop Chocoz dman it 12 pieces of chocoz cost 20 bucks !! hha but its was nice... 6 pieces of irish cream and 6 pieces of durian choco.. yummy all the way.. we went up to the roof terrace in esplaned around 8.45 .. its already pretty crowded .. but manage to find the a good spot .. for the firework... stood there until 9.30.. until the finale firework started... when it started someone scream wooooo... haha the firework last about 5-10 mins.. everyone was either screaming wooo wahh .. or staring at amaze.. coz it is realli beautifull... frm heart shape... to star shape.. and also "sperm" shooting type.. LOL hahaha.. crabbyy.. Haha realli it is a GRAND finale ... very grand indeed... wow... afterwards we both of us went to hong bao river.. n crazy around... we went playing those SOFT TOY catcher aracde machines at the hong bao river but didnt caught a single = X i m ppoorly skilled.. n oso play those asmusement de gameSSs haha n oso ate mango tao hua!!!! hahaha n finally ended our day around 11... it was fun day.. though i m broke.. i dun mind.. thanks peng you... you are a hard to find rare gem...

gud nitez.. everybody..

2006-02-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

where is the 默契。。。

AHah my school life is going to end ... my 3 years of poly life... is finally going to a full stop.. and its going to a new chapter of new life...

this 3 years many things have changed... but most importantly is the friends made here... it will be always rembered in my heart.. a part of my memories, regardless of happiness or unhappiness... all the experience i gained here... its not wasteful... people grow up and change... from the experiences they met, the people they met, but i don't, i wanna remind as who i am... a very chin cai person... a very crappy person.. tat is who i am... i believe peng you u oso wouldn't wanna see me as who i m not.. right i m stubborn ..

When i had a chance... i let it go .. i regretted seeing how happy you are now... but i m also happy for you.... bcoz i set u free... when some pple say they had given u the chance but its u urself who had missed the chance.. u can just tell the someone stop being so stubborn, rules are mean to be broken .. why can't u just give another chance for tat person to prove himself, bcoz of these many person suffer in the end..

we live life only once, why wait till when u are old n regret all the tings.. u urself can make the change the key word is "Don't Give Up!"

Alas, i have done my best... i m tired..

2006-01-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

有些东西，是你的就是你的，不是你的就不是。。。。
想改也改不掉。。。想勉强也没有用。。就像当你喜欢一个人时，
那个人对你一点感觉也没有。。却对别人有意思。。不管你作在任何事也没用。。
别人只把你当作朋友。。。在努力也没用。。。

我的天空多么的清新　透明的承诺是过去的空气
牵著我的手是你　但你的笑容　却看不清

是否一颗星星变了心　从前的愿望　也全都被抛弃
最近我无法呼吸连自己的影子　都想逃避（逃避）

BABY　你就是我的唯一　两个世界都变形　回去谈何容易
确定　你就是我的唯一　独自对著电话说我爱你　我真的爱你
BABY　我已不能多爱你一些

其实早已超过了爱的极限...

放开自己。。。。。

2006-01-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

ITs a new year Le.. let everytin go le... old tings dun go away new tings dun come..

thankz peng you for the accompany always.. though i know i m more quiet but u tried to kept mi entertain... haha... thanks alot...

and thanks also to xy's fren lyn .. for always making the crazy dance whenever i see u all.. its so nice... u all realli make mi happy deep down inside..

about the past wat had already past ... i dont wish to pursue anymore... rite i believe peng you would want mi to do tat .. too rite... start afresh... Hehe...

hope to meet up again....

contradicting effect...
if u like someone.. no matter tat someone made frm a slightest mistake to a big problem.. u wun mind...
however,
if u dislike someone .. no matter tat someone made event the slightest mistake u would mind ...

2005-12-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

well.. time files... met up wif old frens... if has being 3 years since we last met... not much changes.. among us... hmmm i wonderin... will this carry on until the end of life..

Xmas receieved a snoopy card frm peng you.. thanks...
Celebrated xmas wif a bunch of crazzyee frens.. went to rabbit's hse.. played games, went out touring on jess car.. exchanged gift.. received presents.. went home and went out again..
a very tiring xmas... but it is worth while..
the very nxt day.. boxing day.. vomited throughout the whole day.. felt so weak n sick.. maybe its food poisoning... fortunately .. gotten better today.. manage to go sch for my projects.. sianed.. stress up projects.. = /

Lazy to type my blog until its so interestin.. haha <--

i still don't know wat i want... no purpose in life...

2005-10-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

Juz Change My bLog Song.. into a midi.. hope it sounds nice..

Happpy bdae.. Mr Goh... Lolz... had a Absolutely.. Crazy.. Day... oR eveNing.. WenT out fOr pooling in the nooN... n billarding.. wif Hao.. JiE.. n tEck... AFtter tat.. went to Meet up .. ah Wei.. Qing.. anD DaruIs bIg head.. Lolz... We Had a bBall session.... Wif outsiders... Mi yUan Teck.. n ah Wei... 4 short guys.. vs... 4 taller guys... Looks quiTE skillful n we won.. = ) not once but twice.. Wahaha = ) After Tat .. wEnt to Fengshan 85... for some drinks.. n light dinner... thEn .. went to ah teCk hse... to play.. watch tv... n the finale our drinking session.. Whaha.. 3 of us.. bring liquour.. Damn.. ahah n we play.. Dai Dee.. first time in my life i played 8 person dai de... HAHaha dman fun.. whoever loses.. drank.. one cup.. of liquor.. dman 40% n 35%.. so xiong.. sia.. haha but it was dman fun... we also played .. bluff... n one more interesting game... suggested by ah teck... everyone pick a card... but you can't peep the card... u got to place the card onto ur forehead.. and let others .. know ur card... then... whoever has the smallest.. loses.. and... everyone got a card to change ur card... but.. u will not know your card.. number.. so .. u can bluff others.. hahaha.. it was so exciting... after some rounds.. we ordered canadian.. pizza.. n 4 supreme large..lolz... hahah it was so full dman.. n after our dinner we carry on.. but no more... liquor.. as we know.. our limits.. so we changed the "prize" to pure water.. instead haha.. darius.. was overloaded.. n he vomit.. same as ah teck.. lolz.. it was so fun.. didnt had so much fun... le... after tat.. rush hm.. n rest... tml fyp again.. sianz.. i like broken english.. so wat... = P

2005-10-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

TdAe.. had a simple day.. went to Gym .. wif Xian... ..afT tat... wEnt Bugis... Met up wif ah Ren.. ahah our super attitude guy.... n one of their fren.... Went.. to Bugis... weNt there.. catching RAbbits.. lolz.. dman.. saw an old couple an uncle n aunty... was playing those... machine... catch .. plush toys de... the uncle ... keep trying n trying.. haha it was very exciting.. watchin the uncle playing.. n he is trying to win a pink rabbit.. n He got one Big pack .. of $1 dollars.. haha he inspire mi to try ..too... hahah coz the rabbit wwas so cute.. dmanz.. haha i took on two tries.. on the white. rabbit.. but.. nahz.. as expected.. didnt manage to get it.. but .. there were many audience... looking.. nah but we juz heck care... it was so fun.. haha n i swore i will b back... wif 10 bucks.. nxt time.. hahaha... AFter tat.. went to simlim... gave some ..pc advice.. to xian's fren.. n weNt home for dinnerrRRr... lolz.. n watch tv.. until now.. whaha a simple life... is tat wat i want..

2005-10-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Arh lazy.. to BLog lazy... AHha for the past ten days.. i m so lazy.. to even type... yestTer went to waTch moviE .. Goals wif .. peng you... wao kao.. its a nice show... n they are coming up wif Goals two.. muz watch... its a story of a illegal immgrant.. a young boy... his dream.. was to be a soccer player... but his dad... was very against it.. they manage to escape.. to L.A... however..their mother left his dad... n the stories.. goes on .. n on... very touching.. show... gonna regret if u never watch.. haha..
TodaE ..went for nite bball.. MonDay.. is XIan's bDae... maNz.. we gonna haf.. a drinkin parTy... but i gonna ..tink of the place... ZZzzz.. again mi .. plan.. i hate planning.. Manz.. SomeMOre.. mONday i m meetINg two very very good old working fren... iris n xiaohui.. wonder how are them le... AHah going to visit.. our aunty.. when we starting off working aft our o levels... aunty ally.. reali took good care of us... =) going down to tiong bahru again.. lol.. being there 3 time this month.. iris... whenever i thot of u .. always reminds mi of how i get to know.. u ... its all because of the glass... table.. it was when i was wiping the shoes... on the table..the glass got loose.. n it drops.. fortunately i was able..to support abit... n there u came.. to help mi ..ahha and tats how the circle of fate goes on... After.. tat went on to know.. another fren.. called huiwen.. she was a JC grad.. waiting for.. uni... initially everytin started well... the 3 of us.. were very good frens... and slowly another ger called xiaohui.. but however... problems.. .started to came in... maybe we can't accept the way she is..... haiz.. ended up.. we are drifting apart... left the 3 of us... i dunnoe how it happens... but i know.. we are in a one way bus strip.. there is no more turning back... so i hope u are doing fine.. in NUS... i will rembr u..
hope i can zi zhu chang le.. Hmm .. hope the pple around mi .. muz remind mi of tat..

2005-10-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

haPPy AdVance bDAe.. Zhi jie..
long time.. didn't meet up u liao.. lOlz
today Went TAmP.. met up wif 3 of the old sec school good frens.. Zhi jie.. fiona n Xiaoli.. to celebrate zhijie bdae.. lolz..
thanks u for ur treat.. of fish n co.. its was a yummy treat.. lolz the rich boy.. always does tat..
watcHed cOrpse.. bride.. initially dun realli find it interesting.. but as the movie goes on.. i find it interesting.. not a bad show.. n thanks again.. for the treat.. whaha
n also the gameS... of coz..
When we was at cEntury sQUare.. so coincidentally.. SAw TU ZI!! n FAMly AGain !! loLz.. my second time.. but.. i was wearing the saMe... clothes... aGAIN!! lolz.. so funny.. to meet her .. again.. then she show.. mi a dog... tat they saw at dunoe where.. its a mixed breed... of golden retreiver n maltese.. woo.. tu zi n family.. her sis quite pretty HEhe.. lolz.. anyway.. so qiao again..

afT tat went TAmpines Mall.. then Kg saw Mi Lolz... he went watching... goals.. wif his sec school frens... well.. not bad.. = )

had a not bad day..

well tml.. going to watch .. andy lau show.. .. lolz.. well..

all the best..

now everyone is busy.. wif their life.. they have their own gan wei.. as fiona say.. xiaoli.. take care of her shop... zhijie... finishing his studies.. fiona.. working n studying at the same time...
hMmm how can i lose to them...
zi zu de kuai le... zai wo meng shou xin tong..
kai xin yi dian.. =)

2005-10-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

Had.. a busy.. week.. yesterday juz weNT for facial.. treatment..plus eyebrow treatment at tiong bahru.. thanks to huiwen... my eyebrow is better.. n facial too .. i know wat to do .. liao... haha thanks alot though the process is painful.. hahaa.. aft tat went to meet peng you... go eat.. karl's junior.. woah.. the burger is super duper big.. lolz... aft dinner.. went to suntec ..water fountain... stayed there until it starts to drizzle... sat down.. disucssing.. our future.. it has being very long ..since we met... n still tinking wat we wanna do in future... our dream...
then today.. wenT school do alittle bit of fyp ..stuffs... i dunnoe... many tings.... i juz wanna keep quiet... tired.. on the way home..slpt throughout the bus journey...
thanks for the support of peng you.. n someone... haha always being there manz...

Just living is painful if you lose your dreams..
and are not needed by someone..
there probably isn't any meaning in life..
maybe you can find someting interesting to do while you are alive..
like how we found each other...

2005-10-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

You're the Same.
If the person you admire is insulted, you become angry.
If that person is important to you...
to fight for that important person...
The person who is important to you isn't always good.
You don't have to take someone bad as your important person.
No....
Even if you knew they were evil...
People can't defeat loneliness..

2005-10-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

CHangEd a neW song... you mu ming zu.. by gigi. = )
REcently have being going ouT Training At nIte.. Running n RunniNg.. Tired out myself... i can see improve... frm the firsts time of my run .. o my third week... consecutive run... making it daily run... around national stadium.. arh.. n i m here to wish two person's bdae.. shirley n kelly.. happy birthday.. two best fren.. with the same bdae.. coolz.. n upcoming Ah Lai Jessica de bdae... HWahah SHitz manz i haven buy ur present yEt.. loL.. later i go get it myself.. = P Meeting Frens at gRandlink at 8pm.. so still got time to grab some present for ah lai... this time i gonna make it big. .for u .. haha.. thanx u for plucking my eyebrow n u will need to do it for mi in future too ..whahaha = D THen Tis upcoming TuE.. meeTing Ice cream KhaKi.. go Eat GelAre... life is so wonderful....
alright.. gtg ... buy ah lai present liao..
cIaoz..

2005-09-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

ARh changed my Song liao.. : Di Yi Chi Frm Guang Liang
Thanks to the pirated shop .. lolz = X

tOday went out Meet some poly frens haF lunch at cartel give ouT some cute Key chaIns.. went walk walk ..see present for dad n mum.. aft taT wanted to head... down to sim lim.. but lazy went to funan instead.. went to challenger... saw tat guy working for asus laptop tat time... = D then went on to grab one cute mouse... now Left a Monitor.. n my com is complete...
i have 3 more things i want to accomplish 1. Get a LCd monitor 2. Get a dog.. BUt i tink after army liao.. juz got scolded by one fren... One very NAggy fren !! 3. go Austrialia bagPack travel wif fiona... Haha but both muz start saving lar.. jia u .. myself too...

aFt TAt went running aFt the rain stop around 9.30 ... wOo so refreshing ran to national stadium n one big round back.. when i got back.. my leg.. was numb liao... HAhaha.. but ... good i need to train more..

life is everchanging .... learn to adapt... watCH mi i will fall but i will pick up... wat past had past.. dun mention liao oki fren ...

NoW noW is present... hMMm Huang Qiu Fang a gOod name.. hope i can have the chance to know you = )
let fate decide hao bahz...

2005-09-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

People can't defeat loneliness...

2005-09-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

WAh Si bei sOng dAy.. todae is... Moon CaKe FEstival .. wah ShoiK !!

Starting of D Day.. Met laO peng you ... at city hall .. muaha... then we go kai kai.. at MarinA... then aTe AnderSon fOr Lunch ..whaha Ate StRawbErry FArM n BrowNies.. plus sTh .. wooo very full .. sO chocoOOo.. lolz aft Tat weNt kai Kai at suntEC City... wENt to sEe pple play piaNo.. wah cool 5 pple playing pianO.. wah very nice. = ) afT tat... planning to go see xiao ding dang shop tat .. peng you said... on the way.. a CRedit CaRd promoter approach us.. n talk n talk. hahah i saw him .. so engross .. so i let him talk.. but awhile peng you say.. we not above 21 cannot sign.. ha?HAha then tat guy's face turn so low.. LOLZ.. i tink i look old muz b... lolz..
aFt Tat weNt to A sPEciaL PLACE !! wah peng you always bring to mi places in suntec i never go.,. previously is... ATM now is... WOnderful toys land..we visited toyruus.. aft tat.. peng you brought mi .. to . a place.. when u can see SNOOPY !! lolz.. dman i saw one snooppy speak .. so CUTe.. dman i wanted to buy when i get my pay end of this month i go get it.. dmanz !~! its a last piece liao.. = ( hopefully still got... the hello kitty speaker still got alot.. then the place also got alot of shop got.. turn turn machine.. when u can put a dollar n turn ma sa ma sa.. out ... Ma Sa = toys wah cool.. then i say peng you's handphone pic de xiao ding dang.. haha.. hollow wanz.. N N N the most impt ting i LEARNT is SNOOPY got BROS!!!! n its called ANDY d other wan is called JOE COOL !!! they are snoopy's bro.. look like snoopy but got quite slight different.. WAH cool n its true.. manz. .haAHah but i still like snoopy my bro... = p
AfT tat .. went tO caRrefour walk walk see see.. my mouse.. then i treat peng you to ROyCE ChocO.. Champange CHoco.. WOooooooooo we brought it to esplande.. n we went up to the rooof terrace n eat... WAH sO NICE ... the wind blowing .. n we enjoy choco.. wAH realli .. is a enjoyment of life.. lolz. .. shoik very nice... i always like that feeling... *cheers also on the way to esplande we saw willian hung alike WHahah.. u got a place in esplande.. where dancers are there dancing.. .we saw a guy playing ... a chinese yo yo there VEry CUTE he tuck in clothes.. carry those backpack de.. one person playing.... very very very zAI .. i SALUTE to him WHAHaha ... dman its so fuynny n he rocks.. he got the guts.. tat i dun haf.. haha
also we saw very very nice laterns at the main entrances... hanging very nice... got photos.. dun worry AHah..
AFt TAt we went down.... to sit at the riverside ... wah the best moment of tdae.. is we saw rainbow.. A BIG PIECE of RAINBOW.. we were so INVolvE in lookin at the RAINBOW its frm the esplande stretches until the river.. i got took photo but hp low quality sobz.. its very veyr very .. nice... n big.. n we wonder when is the last time we saw a rainbow.. omg its the best moment of the day... aft tat we saw... wang jie fu and yi da li.. then hosting ... the mooncake festi event.. hwahah everytime go out wif peng you sure see nice tings .. n see idols de .. wahah so heng... then when its around 8 plus we went to the bridge there.. n play candles.. coz we bougght 3 packs of candles n we can't find latern = ( but nevermind.. we went deep down.. the place.. n we start lighting the candles... at first we anyhow light.. aft tat we start talking... viewing tat moon its veyr veyr nice .. n strangely its white... moon.. HAha TU ZI JADE Rabbit u muz b up there too right !! i never forget u .. see lolz..
afT tat.. our last pack of candles.. we place our names.. in a "circle" using the candles... n lits them all up at one goal... its not bad la.. haha for amatuers ..lolz.. n u noe y its a circle.. coz its endless.. rite peng you... forever peng you ... hopefully.. we will always walk in circles...
Aft tat we toke nonsense.. n i came out a dumb logic wif tat candles.. haha coz we are playing which candle will burn finished first... then i chose the shorter one of coz.. n it ended up the longer candle burned finished first then the shorter candle... then i said... "until the thing ended we will never noe the result, dun assume.. and dun judge a book by its cover" lolz.. si bei nonsene.. aft all the candles burned... we went to esplande de .. bar cum resturant... abit hungry so we went in n eat... pottato wedges.. wif sour cream n cheese... plus 2 mocktails.. HAha we chose the same.. mocktail at first.. shirley temple however peng you said never peng you take gentle sea breeze but when both the mocktail came.. it looks the same red red de ..whaha but
taste distinctly different.. lolz then came the potato wedges.. WAH kaoz.. its one big whole basket.. alot, we thot muz b little little de la... who knows so much can eat abt 4 pple de.. wah kaoz.. haha in the end we also cannot finish.. lolz.. then we crap n crap n crap... until 10 plus 11 then we head home... wat a wonderfull... mooncake festival... hope to haf another time..

where is jacqueline.....

photos photos..

RainbOWSS MAN ITS NICE !! hp quality not good... but its dman nice.. n bIG = )
my best moment of life..

LantErns n esplande v ery nice.. n of COz Moon... wif chang er n JAde rAbbit

2005-09-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

aRH gReat day !!!! CAnT waKe up in the morning to Join My MuM... to my cousin's wedding ceremony lolZZz ... but still went for the dinner banquet at river city restaurant near.. funan there..

My Cousin.. she is gorgerously beautiful....i tink the most pretty woman i seen in there hehe.. WOW manz !!!!!!!!!!! haha i tink every gal's prettiest moment would b wearing that wedding grown .. looks so .. liang li....there is no ugly woman there is only lazy woman... Haha i only rembr calling my cousin as Ah Yen Jie.... lolz so faST she is marRied n to a good guy of coz... looks sturdy ..firm *Good* very happy for them too... so pretty i was staring n observing in one corner whaha... n tAt guy's surname also Lim = X wooo

aS 4 D food .. dun wanna describe la... but .. not bad... haha alot of funny tings happened... my big aunt got DRUNK WHaHAHAHa .... she drink 2 bottle of red winEEEss loOLZz.. when she was drunk everyone was smiling at her.. coz she very cute n funny.. she is fat fat de... then.. she took off her shoes.. lolz.. then speak many nonsense funny tings... but then her attire is those high class richie aunty.. she is quite rich too ., = X hahah but very funny,.,.. at the ending... when everyone was leaving going to shake hand wif the Hosts.. she.. took the wine glass n wipe it.. and she attempt to steal it LOLZ.., she juz took it .. n everyone was laffing at her.. whahahhaha it is very funny .... cute too... but the attempt failed... lolz
AftEr tat my uncle toke to mi.. about all those big morale .. alot of chim chinese sentences.. i understand bits n pieces.. he told mi .. i m still young.. muz choing.. then my parents... yang wo so big... is to see mi become a cheng gong de ren.. etc etc... then he also ask mi .. u can tink of wat u want... a gf... work... or wat in future... wat u wanna focus... n i muz b positive... dun b afraid of failure..
dont worry = ) i noe wat i wan.. just some of the times.. i like to turn back time.. n tink of history.. how i hope i never done so many tings in the past...
anyway.. its a happy occasion !! Pretty cousin !! niCe food!! Wonderful experience.. = )

2005-09-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

'FamOuS CAbbAGes N CondoMs iN ThaiLand' The " CoCkTail DuO"

HAha LoveLy cOuplE ! BLuE coNdoMs Vs DE sI bEi Long Name cOCkTail

ONe
ThREe

TwO

TWo LoveBiRd n Tat Guy's First fLight Exp!!@

tWo Great bUdDies In PlANe WonDerwOman TrIO!!

BacK fRm BaNgKok ToOk quite AFEw PicSs but i look very uGly so never post up HEre Wahahah Lolz = X juz post some pics nia..

<--- BAngkok khakis , yup those are my bangkok khakis .. there are unhappiness, saddness, joyful things that happen from there.. everyone gain experience and learnt ffrm it.. so am i..
WEnt there.. it is a whole new experience of shopping for mi .. WOaHz handling money wif hundreds n hundreds n thousands.. lolz.. suddenly my mind juz cant turn...

Dont WannaA describe Daily happenings... lolz lazy .. juz enjoy the pics.. AbovE!

its good to have someone stand by you aint....
always think of wat u can give others, instead of wat others can give u... its my belief... but sometimes when i see selfish pple... i juz can't do it.... is it true tat everyone think about themself first... i don't know..
i have many dreams.... tat i don't intend to leave it as a dream... i will fufill it... n make it my memories.. next SToP! AuSTraLiA here i COmE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

" I am Happy For you All"
Whenever... i am reading everyone's blog..or contacting those whom i know... and knowing that you all are living very happily very fufilling.. i felt very happy for you all.. serious... i had let many down in the past.. i had made many cried in the past... i had many regrets... manyy tings left undone.. i am not a perfect man.. .
i m hiding in my shadows.. its not the sense of guilt sicken is affecting mi...
i juz wan everyone to live happily n i will be happy.. to be in a part of your chapter of your book call " My Life". I enjoy the feeling of hearing happy tings .. that you all are sharing wif mi ... many tings tat i can't do for you... = )
Sometimes...............................................................

2005-09-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Wah waT a wondeRful Day i hAd !!!!! or having present Tense lolz..

Tdae's Theme "Start the day right and end the day right!"

tDae early morning wEnt to school... for Fyp MeetingzzZ sorry i m late as usuall.. old problem.. wEnt there crap abit... tink abit.. disuss abit.. n ended... went to eat lunch.. after tAt went hOme rOtz... Coz meeting Lao Peng yoU at 7 at parkwaY..

went home played some game... rested... n BOom went Off to parkway... reached there msG lao peng you ..where are you.. n then she called mi .. ask mi where i AM... and she was BEhind mi nia.. Wahaha ... .. AFter TAt .. ji tAo chiong tO sakEAz to EAt.. it was my Third time there recenTly... Wahahah but dun mind realli .. coz someone's Paying wat.. HAha.. got free NEwpaper from LAo peng you.. mai siao siao... peng you working... aT SPH HOr! !! big big .. company ... oki tHis time we two din eat much.. dunnnoe y .. also mayb stomach become smaller.. liao.... eat n toke toke toke toke.. then.. suddenly handphone rAng... i was wondering simi lang.. dee siaoing mi.. i took oout my phone... saw one si bei.. interesting person calling mi... Rabbitz ... i stun tio.. y rabbit would call lim pei de... then i picked up.. rabbit asked mi .. u eating with a ger harh.. LOoLZ. i ji TAO head up SAw raBBIt Family!! rabbit mum, rabbit dad, rabbit bro, rabbit sis, rabbit herself.. Muahha they waiting for seats leh... then.. i told lao peng you.. then we chin cai ... clear off then let them sit lo.. when paying bill... rabbit family was behind us... then i toke abit with them lo... haha smilling all the time.. they said i very farnie.. simi farnie.. = ) at least i make them alll smile wat.. hahaha ...

aft Tat ..went i treat peng you eat taiwan small snacks lo... then kai kai abit .. go pooling.. then go home back here blogging liao...

GOing off to THAIland Liao wif my BEst KhAkis
i LOve u HUiWEN !!! MAHAH u die liao.. i going to SABO U IN lim pei blog.. <<---- okie lar juz kidding hor everyone.... i loVE u JESSICA !! this is reaL!!! hahaa ... like real..
going WIf KG HW JESS KG'S GF n lim PEi myselkf.. scaRE lei.. i slping wif 2 gers... later i buay tong .. i chiiong them how... but jess can forget it.. larh hahah juz kidding .. jess also very prettyl.. realli .. got charactertics...
Wish everyone including myself a safe trip.. n happy journey let us enjoy !!!!

Thanks eveyrone for ur help in eveyrthing tOO !!!

2005-08-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today's theme "secretiveness"
Do you hate the feeling of being uninform. Grrr i hate it manz.. well... many tings had happen once again....
End of SIP ... i love the people there.. i sure do miss them... = )
Submitted SIP report.. finally that is one load off my shoulder.
Settled... one big problem tat i have being very trouble for ..afew daes.. thanks... mdm yan for your kindly help.. stop being so kind ok... lolz
Helped.. CHW to settle her... sip report... apologise for repreminding you tat much.. haha.. maybe i hate ur pride too.. hope ya dun mind.. mi .. i m juz straight forward...
Going off to thailand very soon.... looking forward to it...
Planning to meet lao peng you once again.. before i fly off...
So many tings undone .. so little time...

~ How can i hope you are by myside... ~
its bulshitz by the way.. ~

2005-08-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

noBody ReaSons, NobOdy is Sure When is the End....

Haha for my FYP grping peepz .. i apologise for not going.. my training ended 7 wat... if i rush there 8 u all probably ended.. discussion .. so i dun see a point going... ya.. sorry manz.. no more comment about it...

well after tat long sTretching Training... Went to Bedok ... have dinner wif Mdm Yan... after dinner, went around.. walking... hunting cards.. bioing gers... and visiting friendly shop... n so heng close liao = X haha... after awhile.. head home... ~~ was tinking in bus tat i m leaving .. the company suddenly my heart juz sunk ... sunk deep down.. the feeling... is unexplainable... well.. gonna miss them for sure...
all the best..

tML !! last day muahah

2005-08-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

Juz two more days.... 2 more days... the end of my attachment....

i juz hate those... departing feeling.. haha.. guess recently i got really close wif my department peepz... when the bond gets closer... i m leaving... feelings all whelming up.. i guess tian xia wu bu san zi yan... what got to go ... got to go...
haha anyway went to tamp bought one card for my sup n i came back.. felt lonely = (
lolz...

thot of many things tdae.... wonder hows everyone doing... how are u doing alvina ? hope ya fine .. being 4 years le.. and melissa... how are u abroad... studying.. all da bestz ! also eiko... u in hongkong alrighty ? ahha.. weird feelings.. hows everyone... poly de arh .. sec de arh... hope ya all are fine !

got to go... play games muahah ~ ciaozz.. lan cheow okiez lolz..

2005-08-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

Went school tDaeeE... mEet LO for one last time... = ) no more.. in future..
poNtank lecture... To gO fill in forms wif Jy.. in funan ... after tat went lurking in raffles to orchard ... wah piang saw quite a few chio bus.. haha... after tat went to the famous shoe shoppin complex... haha throughout jy and mi have being bioing gErs lolz.. haha finally gotcha my stuffs i needed and jy got ... the things from orchard.. both of us ended very satisfisy = D
happily go wait for bus.. at the same time.. spotted another very chio ger.. in white.. haha very coincidencely ... we said in the same time... hahaha that ger in white.. LOLz
today spotted another chio bu in white .. at orchard there... gers in white are chio... haha they are my type... not really on the chio but... cute plus chio = X weee... i m a toad trying hard to eat a swarn = X

Well home early.... can start preparing the things tat i bought.. but lazy lei.. tml then start.... keep consoling myself.. tml tml do lar..
heck care larh..
tml do.. i will do a nice job... = D
thanks jy for the company too ...

2005-08-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

Let me... see how to start...

Had a GREAT DAY !! One of my best days of my life!!
No matter how smelly, sticky, sweaty, thirsty, dirty, muddy, squeezy, i never regretted going to watch the firework at Marina!

Started a great day meeting lao peng you at cityhall station, go kai kai.. went to suntec.. went to see exhibition.. n there is a health screening .. muaha sabo peng you go check up.. get free gift... lolz.. then went next door there is starhub exhibition... its a big exhibition.. n the best part of it.. we saw REN XIAN QI "RICHIE" <-- not sure i m right or wrong...HAha he came.. wow.. amaze... = ) after tat went around walking getting free stuffs... lookin at kids.. we went
from suntec to Marina.. Sway siao so qiao ..met "Anonymous" Haha... lets is so fated... wEnt to eat cartel... HO SEH ! damn yummy... ate until cannot walk.. hahaa... applied for cartel card.. its free if u spend over 30 bucks .. muahah Toke nonsense in cArtel until 5 plus then cHiong down to marina bay ... Man the carnival is extremely huggeEEEE EXTREME !!! there are local village, food village, sport village, arts village and afew more.. can't remb and our final destination CHILLA at the Bay village!! wAlk from d the first village to our final destination .. dman it took us nearly an hr.... but no complains manz.. when we reached.. we saw alot of pple... haha heng heng lehz.. saw a opening.. managge to do down sat down at the breakwater.... n rotted there for an hour.. saw flying planes... look like jellyfish or moth very colorful.. flying around...

then comes the firework.... tat lasted 10 to 15mins....
never regretted i swear...
it is so beautiful... tat i can only say "wah" "wah" "wah"
They haf many forms and shapes of fireworks... frm circle the hollow circle... frm vertically up in the sky to.. horizontal from left to right ..tat is one of the best part... u can hear everyone shout "WOW" its dMAN NICE... haha in a show there is always a peak or so call highest point and a finale...
they shoot continuous firework up in the soaring sky.... its ... remarkably... unexplainable ... undescripable... beauty... u can see bright colors
the firework also haf... those at go in circles its my first time in my life tat i saw it actually curls = ) smile all smiles... and there is also... a firework tat shot up.. the sparkk flew slowly .. and spread out very fast... its dman nice.. n special... .and the finale.. which i will never forget its the raining... sparkles... the sparkles shot up in the sky came down... slowly.. as it is going down... it glows even brighter... juz like rain... n the lower it came the brighter it goes... tat is absolutely... "two thumbs up" manz those tat created the firework are genius = ) hope one day they will come up those wif national flag design muahaha..

After the ending... everyone applaud... = )
after went.. heard frm peng you .. got concert... got sweety.. then we chiong there.. haha run like mad... then found the place.. so muddy ... alot of cow dung smell muaha.. but ..we still didnt mind.. manage we hear "Sweety" two very cute gers , they sang one more song n then went off... after tat there are many singers tat take turns to come up to sing .. n chio bu ^^ we saw... "Evonne xu hui xing" <-- she is extremely white.. haah white princess = ) , then "CHENG SONG LING" <-- she is beautiful.. i like her the most.. wah swee i tell u juz plain beauty = )
next a very very powerful talented singer "TONG EN"... her sing is very popular n nice .. n she rox !! lolz.. her vocal power is the strongesst among the rest of the singer there.. Wee wEE... follow up .. saw the sexy lady "Wen Lan" haha she sing... and dance.. her dance is hot.. bring on the crowd.. = ) all beauties.. haha n finally one guy singer.. "zheng feng qi" tat monk guy.... haha then went home..

at here wanna thanks lao peng you... for not minding to do all these crazy things.. n no complain from u...not many pple are like dat... tats wat i call.. "zhi tong dao he" de peng you ma... still need to learn more frm u ... well... thankx..we knew each other so long liao... lao peng you..i believe we are the chin cai type... lolz get more chin cai arh ... i will pray for u... gd luck !

now now... tml .. is movie day whaha .. having great time recently....

another fren.. didn't contact frm sometime.. asked mi whether i wanna work... on "**" sept to "**" sept n fortunately lim pei free lehz... i can make it... earn more $$ haha got sentosa work got this work.. woo i like can work wif gers somemore.. = )

it didn't turn out bad...
i m learning n doing my best, picking up myself..
most importantly is positive thinking..

for those having.. exams.. gud luck...
for those working... remind urself u got a job...
for those seeking for love... don't give up
for those searching for their real self... you are you...

2005-08-13T09:40:00.000+08:00

Gd morn!
Its time to stop my foolishness.
Stop being so nosey, did so much for all my friends but get nothing in return.
I m sorry, i tried hard to follow your footstep and learn from u, but i can't.
I did my best.
I wanted to be like you, be a wonderful friend.

I believe there is Platonic frienship in this world.
However there is always a limitation.
Limitation for this foolishness.

Live my life as it be.
Live my life the way i want it.

Thanks you "Anonyomous" who believe in me when u wrote on ur blog. = )
I will pick up.

"An eye for an eye makes the world blind"

Oh well!
Later on going to bball session as usual, meeting khakis !! haha a bunch of jokers !
As for tml going to watch fireworks with a old fren... happy lehz.. thanks for companying mi.
Finally, Monday which i m looking forward to, going to meet a great artist in future to watch movie, Whahaha finally u ask mi out. So glad i can see you after such a long time. Don't worry i will always be encouraging you, in the past in the present and in the future. You can do it. You rembr all of our dreams..... promises that we made.

Tats all for todae...

2005-08-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

Great, i m so disappointed in you and pissed off by you ... get lost n i promise i wun find u 4eva...

2005-08-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

New song added..... Shao Nian by guang liang .. and one more guy..

credits to the person that kept helping mi to d/l songs. thanks.... for being there always... = )

Being thru alot.. had a great bdae parties.. wif poly frens, sec school friends, good friends... no family... haha

recover tremendously frm my sickness..

booked medical appointment... for army

worked hard plus slack.... not much worked mi..

ending s.ip soon..

thinkng of next step... after s.i.p

thinking of my future... when i m alone on the way home...

the choice is in my hand... its either u want to move left or right turn...
and u go to be quick once u missed it ... its forever.. i had made many wrong choices... too many... regretted every single one whenever i looked back... i don't learn my lesson... i had a fall... but i don't wanna pick myself up...

i wanna be a volunteer... i believe i will be very happy...... its sth i said long time ago.. yet i haven't accomplished... its time i shld moved on like u do...

2005-07-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

New song added...
by Zhang Jing Xuan - Duan Diao

Glad tat.. my dedication was read up by the DJ! .. was stun when she read the name.. by Chin Heng ... at first i thot was chin ting ... Muhahah then when she said... that... its for Temasek poly Year 3 BIT students ... work hard from ur internship... everyone must hu xiang trust one another... xie xie ZHU BO...and she said.. i was the first wan to call her tat.. feel quite shoik muahaha all smile.. manz.. .tat. sounds.. familiar.. n she repeated ... that it from Chin Heng = D hahaha waited 4 weeks.. thot it was void... well... life is so fated.... i m starting to believe more n more.. on fate...

many things had had .. happen... i myself.. dunnoe wat to .. do... is there anyone out there can help mi....

2005-06-26T16:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to cut hair.
end result...

very happy with my currently hair =)

2005-06-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

FuG it Fug It FuG it... ~@#!@#!$@#!%$@#$#@% Money money moNey..
Stupid people trying to act smart tink u all so smart.. go ahead lar.. fug off.. another one trying to act pitiful wat a faker u are... go eat shit larhz.... if you want to do this find a way urself larh.. stop pulling pple down la... how old are you liao.. please lar... if u dont have the capability .. don't ok ... don't oki.. n some "smart arses" think u all so smart arh... old geezers liao.. still trying to be responsible...

...................

2005-06-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

<------ This Dog

Nothing is more realiable then a dog... i wanted to get one long time ago.... though mum strongly disagree.. but i m stubborn.... requires committment requires time requires many tings.. but i m willing to do it... not coz when i m lonely there is company... but i believe .. they are man's best friend... Juz Heng mI Once... haha let mi haf one....

Controvesry....

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
那上千个切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

2005-06-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

CraPpy sATurday maNy people .. n yet i can SqEEeeuze all the way through....

WAtched .. preview of ... GhoST traIn... haha... actually i juz hate to see those.. ghostly.. face lar... not really tat scare... = X haah thanks fer companying again... u are a GreaT friend... know u for quite long years liao.... thank u for supporting mi.. manz.. n also giving credit to helping mi .. out wif my blog.... thanks too..

someOne tell mi .. wat.. yao gan gan zhui qiu ni yao de dong xi....
but... sometime... i dunnoe.. wat i want.. n when i know.. wat i want.. i dare not approach.. feelings overwhelming... weird... but whenever i see... u.. i m still motivated.. bahz.. those.. feeling like.. i will treat u good.. bah... n but we cant bahz.. haha character sukz .. lolz

* U = ? ? ?

*Ji Mo De Ri Zi Zheng Nan Guo
*Dan Ni Gu Dan Shi Ni Hui Xiang Qi Wo Ma
*Yi Bu Yi Bu De Kao Jin Ni
*Yi Tian Yi Tian De Man Man De

2005-06-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

WOw... yesterday Is a WOw.. day... went For Jj camPus ConceRt.... It wAs a Nice ConcerT 5 SOngs... 3 cRazy Gers daNcing .. 3 ppLe from Hai Die music came out Sing... and 1 Jj ... haha...
BefOre going in.. waiteD for an hour OUtside So many PeoPLe until my entire Clothes nearly Soak wif SwEAt.. n one Fortunate person juz SqueEze in .. and the conceRt going to sTart.. how lucky CAn you be...

First N fORemosT i serIOusly need to thaNk aFew PeopLee... XiaN bro... n Ur fRen though i dunnoe him for QueuingG For Me... DespitE ur busy SIp schdeuLe... queUe for long HouRS juz to gEt two tixS for Me... thank u very much.... a shi ji nian de peng you... = )

aNd also thanks a Fren.. we trIEd to GEt tiX through connecTtion but... no morE tix.. lolz at least u spent some Effort ya..

Working life is stress and slack at the same time... Hope everyone get along well if one another.. i may not be a good communicator .. that can actually say those.. nice nice tings infront of pple.. but tats mi .. and i wun change much.. for tat...

i hope.... the 4 fren of u all.. would be as close still..
i hope.... we all 6 will still be close as ever...
i hope.... everytime i see everyone... is happy...

2005-05-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

31 of May , Raining . Yet another day pass by.... i finally believe what u said.... what comes around goes around.... friends pass by... and eventually will leave.... no matter how close they are... Dou Jiang You Tiao are inseperatable... also can be separated.... You Tiao and Dou Jiang alone also taste.. nice... someone told me before... friends... they juz come n go... after sec school after... poly... u wun meet that often.. u will have... distance... gap.... but who cares .... i wanna enjoy my moment right now... Friends and FAMily are the most impt in my life.... i know i might not be those able to always make people smile n laff... i also will think.. y cant i do tat.. but after all i am who i am....

i want everyone around me to be happy .... while we still got the chance being together....
chin cai abit... bahz.....

2005-05-03T07:35:00.000+08:00

aww.
;((
carrotzz lost 2limbs recently..
pretty sad isnt it?
and he seem quite upset too.

but still. it takes 2 to clap!
*clap clap*

no matter what,
life is beautiful manz.
carrotzz sad?
ask him look at the beautiful BLUE BLUE SKY manz.

-sign off-
ben danz ;))

2005-04-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

i give up.

i have been totally defeated.

i still believe u like.

2005-04-20T08:58:00.000+08:00

row..row..row a boat..
hi this is ben danz again!
something nice to share with you peeps today!

taken off from my fren's blog~
(below text are more for girls ba!)

p/s: pls set ur encoding to Unicode in order to see those chinese words!! ;))

不是每个男人都是骑着白马的王子，所以，请不要苛求他不够高大和英俊，不要责怪他送给你的只是一双手套而不是九十九朵玫瑰。宝贝们，要知道，不是王子，你才是他永远的公主，他的爱便是让你变成公主的水晶鞋。

不是每个男人都能把爱挂在嘴边，所以，请不要在他回答"爱不爱你"不够干脆时心生怀疑，不要让他把这种回答变成一种无奈的习惯。宝贝们，你要学着体会无言的承诺，请相信，当他静静的看着你微笑时，当他轻轻的抚摩你的头发时，当他自然的牵着你的手时，他就是爱你的。

不是每个男人都善于反驳，所以，当出现误会而他却沉默不语时，请不要推开他兀自哭红了眼睛。也许在他看来那只是一个无关的女人或者一件他绝不会做的事，他总相信那是事实，就不需要太多解释。宝贝们，不要轻易把这份坚持当做一种默认的表示。难道，你没看到他手足无措的样子？

要知道，你的他不是超人或者蝙蝠侠，所以，当他不能在你有困难时第一时间出现，请你不要责难他，因为在你无助时不能守在你的身边，那份担心已经是他最大的惩罚。宝贝们，请记住，当他事后关心的询问时，请给予温柔的回答，告诉他已经没事了，不要牵挂。

面子对男子来说比什么都重要。所以，在他的朋友面前，请给他十足的地位。如果他在朋友面前忽略了你，不要任性的以为那是不重视，也许他只是想显出你的温顺。不要介意在人前当个小女人，宝贝们，要知道，那可是被宠爱的女子才有的特权哦。

也许男人总搞不懂女人在想什么。所以，当你故意说不而他却真的走开时，请不要发誓一定要好好的惩罚他，要知道，一头雾水的他此刻心里比你还要郁闷。如果你的他总不能领会你的意思，那么，宝贝们，就明白的告诉他吧，他会爱的轻松许多，而你也可以得到你真正想要的，为什么不呢？

男人也要有自己的生活。他们也会迷恋游戏，也会想和朋友出去喝酒、打牌。这时，请不要短信电话步步紧逼，也不要问他为什么不带你一块前往。我们自己不也会有女人们私有的空间吗？宝贝们，给彼此足够的空间才会有新鲜的空气。

男人也会脆弱，也会突然的莫名情绪低落。所以，当他的脸上写满疲惫，眼中充满厌倦，请不要再去追问是不是不爱你了。要知道，时刻的讨好，谁也做不到。宝贝们，此刻，不要再去问他怎么了，只要安静的陪在他身边就好。

总说，男人不懂女人心，可有时候，你们不也常常忽略他们的感受？有义务陪女朋友，又没有权利放弃工作。在坚强的标志下，他们只能把所有的事情一肩扛。生活本来就很让人疲惫，当他为了你们的未来打拼的时候，宝贝们，你们不该再让他们太累。

-sign off-
ben danz ;))

2005-04-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

hihi ben danz ;))

aww. carrot is very sad today when he look into the mirror..
because he become like this :

he has become old and full of winkles because he is lack of Vitamin H.
Vitamin H is very important as it keep you LALALALAL all day long!

Recipe to Vitamin H:
5 teaspoon of Love,
3 tablespoon of Friends,
2 tablespoon of Fun,
6 teaspoon of Laughter.
1/2 bottle of 'Letting Go Water',
1 bottle of 'Looking On A Brighter Side Syrup'

u make me wanna lala!!

oh okies. carrotzz is also missing HONEY.
honey honey oh honey honey.
;))

anyway carrotzz blog like got alot of ZEROS falling down har?
hOHOHOHOH!!

cya!

-sign off-
ben danz ;))

2005-04-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today"s tOpic Is : tHe pOT caLLin thE KetTle Black.

Do SoMetin u likE to dO..... aT leaST i m haPpy wIf it...

I wan tO learNt to.... let gO Of everytIn....

In Order tO let gO... u muz fAce wiF it....

Since u sAId everytin its too late... i guess so... all its too late....

Wo ye lai ye juE de..... wo bu xiang yi qian de zhi zi.... wo bian le... yi qian de.. bu guan san qi er si

yi... heck care.... yi qie yi qe duo bian le....

tUi yi bu hai kuo tian kong... jing ran shi de.. bai chi tell mi de....
**is tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong, ren yi shi feng ping lang jing! -edited.!

too bee cotinue...

2005-04-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

tOday's tOpic : Sky !!~!!

NOw i KnOw y i like to sit sbs bus...... i guess its bcoz of the sky i like to look at..... accompany wiF the wonderful music.... gUess i realli like to Look at D skY type of person... no maTter its SunRise sunSEt... ...Goomy wEather... golDen clOuds.... ReD clOuds... If u said u love mi.... i really hoPe tat... u would appreciate companying me... lOokin at the Sky~ .... understood.... hhahaha.... guess i m still dreaming... but i would continue to dream.... controvesy ?? Lolz ...

N sOme one juz MSg mi.. tOld mi .. he is going TO aRmy SOmeonE.. i knew... since sec 3 n we didnt tok for abt 2 yrs... since everyone is busy wif our stuffs.... ahhaha.... Gud Luck Lianghong ! ! ALl D beSt ! hmmmm.......... = D n DAMn It u juz told mi u gOing PA not ARMy grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... i aLso waNT to gO PA dAnn... i m also nPPcc lOOks like i got HOPE HEEHhe... i dunnoe wat to say a

I gUess i STop tinKing about many tings... or else.... my white hairs r cominGGg out more... right.. my fren...............

2005-03-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

yonG bU tIN zI...
HoWww i hope timeE would juz Stop... the MoMent .. neVer movEd on ..juz staYed ther... juz wanna be there... hahaaha.. unFortunately... life haVe to go onN... a new day a new.. beGinngin.. i need some serious operation.. removing... my lazy bone... or someone ..to juz.. tell mi can u dun b so lazy... n give mi a good scoldin..

AHahaha i caNt believe It..
rEn shen.. you so qIao de.. shi ma.. or.. juz purely concidence... or.. did i juz.. knowwwW..

FiniSh all proJects.. noWW waiting For ExAMs.. haha usuAL routTine.. but xI guan le.. the usual ROutine... Wad to Do.. = D sometIns .. once.. u are familiar.. wif it.. i wouLdn't wan to change le... issit.. fEAr of unfamiliarity... or IssiT ..feAr of losing someone... or FEaR of being aLone...

* Yi Ren Yi Bang
I have being thinking so hard,

Looking around ,
I,
Know its difficult,
Everytime i look at u,

Unknowing i have being falling for u.

Well.. gOT a mp3 ... looks stylish.. music is good.. but no Wma.. fOrunately .. mamnge to finD a coverter.. can convert all the Wma.. tO Mp3s pHEw.. heng... n thanks to.. my bud.. for the hacking.. crAp... haha... white ethnic hacker... Bull shit hahahaa..

Know what u want.. n go for it... Tis world is full of regrets... u can say... there is a nxt chance.. or a better want... but who knows... if u try.. the first would be better... To all.. d rEading.. Best of lucks .. in ur FuturEs... for ur relationship, courtship, friendship, family, studies. For mi i take all of the ship ship ship... equally impt.

Gd nitez !

2005-02-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

ProjECts Again........ Lolz stress up... relax La.. . esp to ha mi gua... yahz..
u told mi .. if i got any tin to say.. tell u rite.... if not u wouldn't know..
u would think that... why i would treat u good sometimes.. n sometimes.. bad.. right... if i tell u .. i m concern about u all d time.. n treating u as good.. le.. would u believe ? ? ur perception that i treat u bad... have u ever tink that.. my behaviour was cause by ..situational.. yarh.. go read up OB.... yarh... most of the time i was only playing n teasing u only.... but ur face turn so black.. i also dunnoe how to react... u dun like mi to tease u ... but.. if i dun tease u .. everytime helping u .. other pple would also tease u n mi .. den.. yah.. u also not happy... yarh.z... tATs all i need to clarify .. de ...
Jia u in ur projects... ! i will help u ... = )

2005-02-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

{ PrjECts prOjectS prOjects.... } cAn any one stop tellin mi about ProjectS.... tryIn to haF some PEaceful time... Pls MInd Mi .... juz Endure thRu tis few WK n it will be Over okiez... = ) i will heLp whoevER need helpsSs OKiez!

tdaE Went Too RAbbit's SteAmbOat n Lao yu sHeng... Had a yummy dinnER .. but fElt paiseh.. .cOz Rabbit n famiLy keeP helpin ask to ADd FOod Lar Add WAter lar.... likE troubling Them... but if tinkin abouT it i would do the SAme if i m in her situation.. Haha.. thanks tu Zi... fEed u some cArrot some DAys Muahaha.... n sOrry to someone that everyone and i kept disturbing about becoz of mi... yarh.. i guess tdae going to be the last day.. i say all those tings le bahz... lookin at ur face...like being.. turn off... guess... i should stop now.... lee.. overdorse is not good...
aFter the wondeR meAL.... Sat doWn.. awhilE den .. wEnt for StArkling sParkling.... everyone sEeems ..tired only left awhile enthu de pple... predictable.. afTer an entire day of work.... afTEr tat.. still wEnt BbAll wif rabBit n bRo.. n rest of thE pple tAT are aLive... hahaa didnt expect her played bball... well .. den CAMe a poliCE CAr.... everyonE stop in the darknesS... tOO dARk le Larhz.. hahahaa.. but still had some .. funN n Laughin GamE... hahaha.... DEn... hurriED to Tamp tO caTch LAst feW bbueSses... n baCK to home... in one pieCE....

what a wonderful day!
I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you.
What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you.
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

2005-02-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

TdaeE... wanted to be a bolton wanderer...... take my timE enjoy.... buT... y my plan was always spoil..... Was pretty furious n fed up...... took mi quite awhile to calm down.....i hate the feeling of lonely.... but y .. sometimes i just want to be alone.... maybe i felt tat i shldn't belong.... to there.. bahz.... just.. took a step back..... on D waY home.... saW.... a Girl.... a young cute girl.... driving a lorry in gelyang... hmmm..... the feelings is like... ? ?
i Guess i still likE to WandEr in the nighT feeling the night bReeze.. its so relaxing... really... lift my mooD... = ) smiles.... even its alone... i still feel good.... guess i like peaceful alone.... wonder how are u doing.... ? hmm.... take cares wif a thousand blessings.....
my feELings are getting numb.... since tat day u left.... i M not a good guy at all... dont judge mi .. as a good guy... i lie to everyone... n lies... sorry to someone... i juz made a little lie... u can choose not to believe mi .. in future = ) i will feel better.... at least

*Hai pa...
wo yi zhi hai pa zhe....
hai pa..shi qu ai qing...
hai pa..shi qu you qing..
hai pa shi qu qin qing...
Suo yi... wo duo yi zhi zhuang.. zhe yi fu mei shi de yang zhi...
wo yi zhi pi zhe zhi zi... yao cheng zhe.... ping le ming yao shou zhe
wo ye... bu zai zhu zhong wo shi sway....

2005-01-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

Female : Can i help you ?
Male : Arh.. do u have tis available for guys ?
Female : Erm... i think only got .. tis color.. is tis color alright ?
Male : Hmmm.... give mi a size 8 half

GottA my troublesOme shoe... theSE few DAys.. went to sO many place... queensway.. to bugis... to lavender...
n TdaE went to WooDland.... then planning To gO .. penisular... while having a pitstop at ChinatOWn... suprisingly manage to found the shoe tat i say nice.... WeLL .. fAteD larHz... hahaha Thanks for someone tat company mi ...
Muahaha....
NEw yR .. troublesome.. get new clothe new.. everytin .. BAhz...
On d way homE... saw sth tat STruck mi ... n wake mi up from my eXcitement of my neW shoes... MAn it brings mi back to reality juz a pair of shoe laRhz...
Saw a guy..... n maybe his maid or careperson bring ing him to playground.. n play.... tat guy... look like the pple of MIND school..... juz thot tat i m pretty fortunate... dun demand too much lar.... it will be okie.... its unfair to dem.... ya .. ya..

For Every beginning there is a ending aNd fOr every Ending There is a NEw bEgining..
too all the love birDs out there... or pplE willing to taKe the RIsk.... all the BEst....

What IS love... issit letting it go... or loving it selfishly.... if u ever let mi choose... i will choose letting it go.... coz.... the feelling is good.... Chin cai LArh.....
Esp to my fREns... i hope u all gud Luck .. in pursuing ur Love Ones@!
tiMe to Go AWAY ~

2005-01-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

Back.................. hoMe.... Seating ducks.... headache.... throughout d day.... hohO.. had a tired day.... Finally everything is coming for a ending.. Le ... lAst paper is tml tml .... brought some bears home.... thnks.. to whatever arh... i m juz so attitude..everyone juz dun toke to mi manz.. hahaha.... juz suddenly like the feeling of being lonely... when no one can find u ... juz like being silence sometimes.. doest mean anythin wrong... n when anyone who cannot find mi .. plz dun call mi my fren plz lolz.... yarhz.. joke of the day... laMezness ...
ALthough feeling lonely is not good... but sth i juz like it.. ya... able to tink n act.. without tinking... "man dok sen" <--- japan word
eye machiam... squeezing orange into my eye... so suan... lack of slpness....
to my parents.. i m sOrry ya... fer being so attitude.. ya... its juz my perception.. tat i have being treated so unfairly.... y u treat bro's gf... all so good... why.. when i m slping... my bro... use d tv... n computer... switchin it.. very loudly... n u didnt ask him to lower it.... n y when he is slping.. u keep asking mi .. to be considerate... off tv... without even askin mi... y muz u be so caring.. to him... i juz feel its too unfair... yahz.. his gf... u came u will toke to her... do many tings... n many... n y cant be like him... am i realli not good to u all.... y muz u qian jiu everytin to him..... i have being tellin myself not to be so ji jiao.. but i realli cant ya.... i realli cant... everytin it juz goes in my mind.... do u all realli know..... how i realli feel inside.... do u all realli understand mi.... ?

2005-01-08T10:36:00.000+08:00

Do You Believe Fate Control Us ? or We Control Fate ?
I believe in tat.... we juzt stop tinkin abt FAted STuffs...if u dont bother to do anyting... then i will change it for u .... stop residing to fate..... do sth abt it... dont ever give up.....

*gd morn..... to everyone... everyone is busying wif their stuffs well i gtg for my bBall liaOz....
Song sOng SOng... CIAOz... laTE liao ~ as usual...

2005-01-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

-- sCratch my head.... blown my tOp... Otbs .. sukz.. a lame... project.. yeTz... sTress... sAND sTress... stupid crappy tutor.. act until so professional for wad.. we in school lei... wan professional isiam outside lo.. come school teach for wad.... grrrr tis is for u _!_ ^^ _!_ Take tis MAn..
finALly .. tml a bbaLL session ...yetg aGain after the long two wk end bREaks... finally can play my faV game... n also can FA xie yi xia.. ya...

y se mo lei.... hmm.. i guess i m in my stagnant perioD of my lifE... everytin is At a Full STop... everydAy Laughin NOn sTop.. for joOKes.. crappinghere and there... i feel so nonsense.. i need east COAst Park manz.... hahaha go there at least i blow some natural wind... i will feel better...
i need to find myself Back again !!... i m Lost in my own world aGAin.. snoopy.. world...

everyday blur blur... go sch blur blur go home... blur too...
i lost my aim.. i lost my goals... i lost my faith...
too troublesome dun wanna tink.. everytin .. chin cai... i dun have.. a stand... blahz... feel so pathetic... someone pls.. slap mi .. to get out of tis place...

2005-01-05T01:40:00.000+08:00

*sniff sniff... arh.. crappy night.. for mi .. sniffing.. cold... coldness is chilling in my bones... muahahahaaaaa welcome to my new blog... a special warm hug n thousands of thanks.. to someone.. and its U ... okiez.. for my blog.... = )

haha tis gonna be my .. 1st long post..
time passes... pple grows... pple changes.. one never.. change..tat is memories.... Many tings happened.. but life still goes on.. do pple around care for what happend.. ? have someone bother to pick up ur fork or spoon when u drop it... lolz.. who cares...

Phrase of the Day *
Live each day as ur last day of your life...

Chilling out... continue.. blog soon...
Thank u Ha mi gua...

2004-11-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

bAck hM frm BbaLl n billard.. haha thanks.. my frens ... hahahaha .. i guess the best is to play bball.. my fav. when i m focusing .. i wouldnt b tinking abt other rubbish... n wif their nonsense crap extreme laming sessions... hahaha i would laughing there all along... too bad.. they got to work.. yawnz...

reCenTly dmaN It very vEx abt everyting .. troubles CAme fLowing in... recEntly .. nothing juz seem to be Alright.... HAahaha juz let mi complaint ..Bahz.. i cannOt be Laughing the EntiRE time... hahaha.... Problems WIf wAD family over TrivaL maTters... Relationship like bRoken pieces... frEnship... everyonE was sO busy.. moneTary... cannot Make It .... plus Tat Hp Kana.. scolded again... OMg.. y everytin have to turN sOur.... bAh i m a whiner ..everytin whine whine ...

fortunatelly or unfortunately when i llook around.. there are pple who are worst then mi ... so i dun feel dat bad... at least i can help them....

recently ... in the kind of mood .. very lost... dunnoe wad to do .. dun wanna do anyting... however when .. i dun wanna do anyting i felt.. very lonely.....

its going to rain soon..

*leng feng siu siu siu..... song zhou wo de ai...
no fUtUre.. Manz... when i look at myseLf...
if someone up there who heaR mi .... PLz Respond arh... help lim bei...
give mi some tips manz...

2004-09-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

AHahahaa ... tDae WEnt to caTch the moVIe the TeRminal.. actually waNTed to watCH tat PolicE story.. BUt out on 23rd SEPt ... WOw.. so long got to wait.. h ahah ANi way .. the movIE ... wAs a GreAT OnE never REgrEtted watChing Tat sHOw... Lolz... it was TouchIng... it TOuched.. mi .. haHA i m an Sentimental guy .. wad tO dOo ...
lolz . there Was A part where the Man frOm india... He tOOk the bRoom to Stop THe Plane... bcOz he found out that ... Viktor Navorski ACtually heLped ThEM... not willing to SacrifIce his fRens... he actually sacrifice himseLf... TAt Part .. was touching.. i Had TearS rolling down... HoweVEr .. many pple Was laughig Out Loud.. Bth bth.. disturbin .. hahaa differ pple Differ Viewsss... Weell its a very ncie show... Well done weell done..
ahahaaaa
ncie day nice day = )

2004-09-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

Lolz .. Owww manage to SIze some tIme Out of the BUsy time to bLog....
wow.. got alot of tings to write.. dunnoe wad to start wif... weELll .. ookie
the tOPic will BE PreJuDice..
It is a huge WOrD... big Definition.... wad It is ...

An adverse judgment or opinion formed beforehand or without knowledge or examination of the facts.
A preconceived preference or idea.
The act or state of holding unreasonable preconceived judgments or convictions. See Synonyms at predilection.
Irrational suspicion or hatred of a particular group, race, or religion.
Detriment or injury caused to a person by the preconceived, unfavorable conviction of another or others.
tr.v. prej·u·diced, prej·u·dic·ing, prej·u·dic·es
To cause (someone) to judge prematurely and irrationally. See Synonyms at bias.
To affect injuriously or detrimentally by a judgment or an act

Its eXaCted from dictionary.com
WOw.... INterESted meaning... in life... i myself tink its always not fair... there y there is a need for LaW... people Lie people CHeat.. people breaK the Law...... juZ like yesterDay i was WWatchin HOlland V.... it was sHOwing the part.. when xie chao gUan ACtor as the gay "Xiong Ge" no matter how good he Treated wan WAn... she dunnoe how to appreciate that... and shouted at him.... and tat was so upsetting... to see and how she treATed tat dOc.. haha... in life.. any ting could happen..so Who is Right who is Wrong no One knOws i can Twist n Turn wadeva i say.... the most impt ting is whether u beileve mi or not... simple enough... liKe wAD some peOPle say... bINary 1010101010 believe or not .. Lolz
frM .. my eXPerience..i have seen many peoplE somE of them.. tink they are very Great... very HIgh Up in the sOciety .... no MattEr wad they LOok down on peoPle... somE peoplE... are humBLe.. kepT quiet.. some People Are friendly...everyone Is uniqUe... No One is PerfEct...

hAVe u eVer hearD somE HiLarious cASe b4.... a PLainTIff... suing the DEfenDAnt... some PeopLe actually told the Plaintiff to withdRaw the case and apologies... Hmm..
logical tinking.... wAD our teacher taught us.. we need to view on both side... .. hmmm.. i got nothing to say... juz put urside in their shoes... u will know... .. if u ever think twice .. have u wonder do u have the power to say in such tings... well i can tell u ... u do.. outside do have the power to do tat.. but u dont have the power to request someone to do sth ....

if my Buddy ever doign such tings..i sure will not believe he did it... simple because he is smart. LOLZ

i believe everyting is faTed... mayb someone upstairs wanna play wif us.... testin mi.... wow i gladly accept it... its my fated....

Song of the DAy...
DBS BAnk Life Is beauTIful
"
Every morning, I feel the breeze
The sun washes over me..
The sound of water, the crashing sea
Is it only me..that feels alive
Its all ahead on me
'Cause it feels so right..
Jus open your eyes and see that..
Chorus: Life is beautiful [so beautiful]
So beautiful to me
Life can take you anywhere
You don't know where it leads you
But you know you're not alone
Just open your eyes and see that.."

PhrASe of the DAY sAW from sOme Lyrics WebbIe
"CHeaters always Win" <--- come to tink of it ... its true.. LOlz DO u aGRee BUdz !!

FAted...
tO be Continued......

2004-08-19T23:28:00.005+08:00

MessAGes of the Day*
Wahahaha FInally GoTTen Enough slPneSS... Hmmm now nowww tdae's lesson learnt!
Life Is ever changINg , huMAn got tO change do they .. pPle who winS in the mAtch now they aRe losing .... AdmiT the Fact ... pPle gRow up... pplE changEd... but one NEver changEd the Passion whaha.. rUbbish manz.. i getting more cRappy.. n rubBish .. *rubbishman keePs the cRap... I m Waiting for u in the cleAR bluE sky.. wheN the tHunDer Roar dun fret.. dun FeaR.. cOz ..... find a shelter.. lolz brain damage.. cant tink well .. Lolz *sniff too much glue liao
whaAHAHa cIaoZ ! to be continue...

EncourAging PhRAse of the Day**
GIve In MOre ExPecT leSs... in tIs wOrld therE is nothinG tAT cannot Be sOlve! the PRoblem is wHen !

tDae LyrIcs of the DAy ***
Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting My time doing things I Wanna do?
But it hurts when you Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good Enough for you
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect

2004-08-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

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2004-08-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

Turn Turn and Turn... i M back hOMe now... haha BLoggG time bLog is good manz.. it let u ..wriTE out everyting so you would FEel bEttaA...

i M OKiEz.. hahaa
juz SomEtiMEs i dun eVen understand MyselF .. how caN i underSTAnd u ... no oNe can realli underSTAnd mi ... i m honest..
i wanted to be simple but i can't ... i dream to be simple but i still cant ... make it
i m born this way manz... when i see tings it juz go into my head and it goes round and round and came out sth.. some times i would say out.. or rather saying .. in the past in my sec life.. i would say it out.. haha maybe naive bah... see too much tv.. believe everyting could be resovle by saying out everyting or any ting tat i felt its wrong i would voice out.. but graudally i learn... to be quiet.. to kkeep tings myself in order not to hurt pple..aand it ended up i m in the wrong too... haha in my head it goes like tats wad i get y izzit so unfair.. then on the other side.. it says ..nvm i wanted to be dumb anyway... i wan to b simple so juz let it go... haha quiet but struggling... my dReam... as someone repied to mi when i told her tat ... stayed together happily...she said where got such gud tings let u stay together always happi one dream on lor... smash my hope... i realli believe in tat am i dumb or not... but y sometimes i m not like dat... i dunnoe .. manz.. feeling lost... haven reali foudn my true self... dilema... i m willing to sacrifice to put pple together.. but y cant pple see tat... juz like one of the facilitator told us tat... in the game... y no one sees tat if everyone chooses Y everyone would earn $1 and everyone would win... and why for the $3 zhen de ni si wo huo .... and some can even betray ... one another... is worthy... isn't happy ending everyone hoping for...

You keep me standing tall.
You help me through it all.
I'm always strong when you're beside me.
I have always needed you,I could never make it alone.
I am a man who would fight for your honor.
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of.
We'll live forever, knowing together,
That we did it all for the glory of love.

niCE SOng... thanX for inTroducing it ... makEs mi feel BetTER ya !

2004-08-18T13:00:00.000+08:00

fInally back to Blogging live.. haha manage to get a new blog... its like wow.. a simple little blog.. hmmm... rotting in lait tut.. doing practically noting... hmm tinking of nothing juz so empty minded feel like resting myseLf.. haha tired of life... everyday do the saMe tings... facing the samE tings... feelin tired.. i wanna b a dumb guy... can i dun tink so much ... i try to ... *struggling
can anyone sees nahz... nvMz.. i wanna lead a smiple simple lifEEe wif my simple dReam simple tings simplE brain SimpLe !
congRats to all who pass your Paper... u can Do it... trust urseLf .. all D beZ !

2004-06-30T13:12:00.000+08:00

testing testing

2004-03-11T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hiz... tDae did some updating..on my blog...not that..bad... ehz... when i m free then do more.. .jia you...

2004-01-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

and i say HEY! what a wonderful day today!