Thursday, January 06, 2011
突然觉得心里有一阵的冷风吹着。。
Perhaps I am afraid that you might not love me anymore,
Perhaps I am afraid that you might fall for others,
Perhaps because of my past experiences,
Made me really afraid of myself once again, the sudden coldness,
Made ponder am I doing enough, am I right for u, am I too boring, am I making you happy, Am I restricted you to fly...
Are you happy with me, if so why recently you don't look so,
Jia you myself !
Thursday, September 09, 2010
Looka Bomba!!! Wahahha What a Song... Pump in all the energy in mi!! Oh Baby Baby Come On!!
Haha Today is the third recorded run I had using my new i phone apps run keeper.. awesome Apps.. but kinda hassle to bring iphone n run... hmmmm... think i ran too much recently... the excessive running is making mi dehydrating... my lips are drying...
Bao Bah Hai Zi! You can Bao Chu Yi Ge Chun Tian Lai De! Keep Believing!!
Xy is Happy i am Happy too! Wahaha
Ryan had tendered his resignation... one more friend gone from work... How many more do i need to see them leave.... guess my turn is soon too.. 1 MORE YEAR! COMe on BAby!
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
why everytime.. i heard Ah Mei's song... i think about you... especially Ah Mei's
我要快樂.....
I hope you got ur happiness now... n stop crying le.... 3 years le... right... Jia you... Jia you...
Monday, August 30, 2010
Backy home from school after work.. hetic day at work , tired day at school... yesterday i overheard my mum that my mum's mum which is my grandma was hospitalise at CGH... overheard that she said my grandma couldnt recognise anyone..... initally my first thot was who cares.. because since yet i didnt have a good impression of my grandma.. and since then i never like her.. nor did i talk to her... i know i m bad... i am really bad.. i m sorry.. i apologise now... i dont wanna look back and say i wish i had treat u better...
when i just reach home today... i open the door i heard my mum was on the line probably with one of my aunty... she was at the living room... my dad already sleeping in bed... i can see her face... the worry face,... the face.. i look at i would cried now.... i can see ... and i can feel she is very sad.. after she hang the phone.. i approached her and asked her.. hows grandma.. she then told me .. grandma was in coma... she was 84 years ago... both her kidneys had failed... she is suffering... her spine was infected with virus... basically she can't last much longer... and the doctor say they donnt want to extend her suffering by plugging in all those wires into my grandma... juz let her move on naturally... at that moment i can feel deeply that my mother was very very sad... however she didnt want to show infront of mi... how i wanted to approach her and give her a hug... sorry i didnt do it... i promise i will do it.. okie.. mum i m sorry for not understanding u at times... but i am feeling so sad.. when i look at you heartbroken becuz of grandma and especially u act the brave front... HAha guess i am your sensitive emotional son.. and here i m again tearing hahah... and my stupid insensitive brother i really hate you... you dont even show a care or concern to mum ,... u only care about talking on phone... u bastard... i really hate you...
told my mom tml i will company her to cgh.. after tat i go straight from work from there... no worry ur bu xiao zi will be there when u need him.....
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Wee I Watched Xin Msn Catch Up TV. Unriddle Epi 07. There is one particular phrase i learnt from this episode is that finding someone you love is difficult.. to give up is even more diffcult...
feeling very emotional... sorry XY i dont want to tell you what happen bcoz i dont wanna spoilt your mood.. but when i look at my hp... you are the one i could call....the feeling so terrible... go away satan... stop making mi so emotional.....
guess i really hate loneliness... plus i am not the type that tell my family what is happpening.... never talk to my bro... so as my dad and mum... And i dont want them to worry abt mi man.... ARggg...
I need a long long break........
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Recently very emotional.... felt very lonely...like a suffocating bun.. all kept inside going to explode... friends are busy with their other half.... although sometimes I blame them for neglecting me.. but eventually I still wanna see them happy with their own life... living happily, have colorful life.. have a wonderful journey... SO i am not angry with you all, i dont blame all of you too... Perhaps its a test by god... god send me this test....
firstly and foremost the most important buddy in my life XY ! Thanks for a touching words you said to me... i love you alot and u love me too right... and all those things you said make me cry like there is no tml... it is the best phrase i even hear in my life... you will be the last one standing when the whole world gives up on me...you wont let me go no matter what happen... guess you are the first and last person to say that to me... those words.. make me stronger than ever... thank you.. deep inside my heart.. through my soul... I will pray for blessings for you and boi boi... though i know you will be busy and neglecting me... I will also be there for you whenever you need me okay...
god her name is luo xing ying... please give her and boy boy blessings.. may they stayed healthy and happy forever..
secondly to chuang huiwen .. same same same.. recently you are very busy since ronnie came back.. but i understand... so you should know it too.. i am not angry with you hehe.. guess really god wanna test me... one shot all my close frens are so busy with their boyfriend...
thirdly to Iris... thanks for the peace, serenity and calmness you gave me... Your company give me strength to walk my life... though you are also busy with your life... insipring game of life....
thank you everyone every single frens who always entertain me during this period.... haha = ) may god bless you !
Thursday, August 05, 2010
Wee!!
I need to stay fit and healthy!!
Continuing, today is my third run and i can see significant improvement!
SmarT Goals
1st Goal - Slim Down ( cut down 5 - 10 kg by september)
2nd Goal - Save More so that I can go backpack travelling ($100 per pay day)
3rd Goal - Find, Find and Find Someone who can start a new chapter in my life.. not to replace 'you' coz you are irreplaceabe.. rather move on with my life.. . Jia you Ah Heng!
Tday while driving.. was listen to this song Just the way you are by Bruno Mars... Fell in love with the song...
突然觉得心里有一阵的冷风吹着。。
Perhaps I am afraid that you might not love me anymore,
Perhaps I am afraid that you might fall for others,
Perhaps because of my past experiences,
Made me really afraid of myself once again, the sudden coldness,
Made ponder am I doing enough, am I right for u, am I too boring, am I making you happy, Am I restricted you to fly...
Are you happy with me, if so why recently you don't look so,
Jia you myself !
4:24 PM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
Thursday, September 09, 2010
Looka Bomba!!! Wahahha What a Song... Pump in all the energy in mi!! Oh Baby Baby Come On!!
Haha Today is the third recorded run I had using my new i phone apps run keeper.. awesome Apps.. but kinda hassle to bring iphone n run... hmmmm... think i ran too much recently... the excessive running is making mi dehydrating... my lips are drying...
Bao Bah Hai Zi! You can Bao Chu Yi Ge Chun Tian Lai De! Keep Believing!!
Xy is Happy i am Happy too! Wahaha
Ryan had tendered his resignation... one more friend gone from work... How many more do i need to see them leave.... guess my turn is soon too.. 1 MORE YEAR! COMe on BAby!
12:10 AM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
why everytime.. i heard Ah Mei's song... i think about you... especially Ah Mei's
我要快樂.....
I hope you got ur happiness now... n stop crying le.... 3 years le... right... Jia you... Jia you...1:09 AM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Backy home from school after work.. hetic day at work , tired day at school... yesterday i overheard my mum that my mum's mum which is my grandma was hospitalise at CGH... overheard that she said my grandma couldnt recognise anyone..... initally my first thot was who cares.. because since yet i didnt have a good impression of my grandma.. and since then i never like her.. nor did i talk to her... i know i m bad... i am really bad.. i m sorry.. i apologise now... i dont wanna look back and say i wish i had treat u better...
when i just reach home today... i open the door i heard my mum was on the line probably with one of my aunty... she was at the living room... my dad already sleeping in bed... i can see her face... the worry face,... the face.. i look at i would cried now.... i can see ... and i can feel she is very sad.. after she hang the phone.. i approached her and asked her.. hows grandma.. she then told me .. grandma was in coma... she was 84 years ago... both her kidneys had failed... she is suffering... her spine was infected with virus... basically she can't last much longer... and the doctor say they donnt want to extend her suffering by plugging in all those wires into my grandma... juz let her move on naturally... at that moment i can feel deeply that my mother was very very sad... however she didnt want to show infront of mi... how i wanted to approach her and give her a hug... sorry i didnt do it... i promise i will do it.. okie.. mum i m sorry for not understanding u at times... but i am feeling so sad.. when i look at you heartbroken becuz of grandma and especially u act the brave front... HAha guess i am your sensitive emotional son.. and here i m again tearing hahah... and my stupid insensitive brother i really hate you... you dont even show a care or concern to mum ,... u only care about talking on phone... u bastard... i really hate you...
told my mom tml i will company her to cgh.. after tat i go straight from work from there... no worry ur bu xiao zi will be there when u need him.....
11:07 PM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Wee I Watched Xin Msn Catch Up TV. Unriddle Epi 07. There is one particular phrase i learnt from this episode is that finding someone you love is difficult.. to give up is even more diffcult...
feeling very emotional... sorry XY i dont want to tell you what happen bcoz i dont wanna spoilt your mood.. but when i look at my hp... you are the one i could call....the feeling so terrible... go away satan... stop making mi so emotional.....
guess i really hate loneliness... plus i am not the type that tell my family what is happpening.... never talk to my bro... so as my dad and mum... And i dont want them to worry abt mi man.... ARggg...
I need a long long break........
1:25 AM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Recently very emotional.... felt very lonely...like a suffocating bun.. all kept inside going to explode... friends are busy with their other half.... although sometimes I blame them for neglecting me.. but eventually I still wanna see them happy with their own life... living happily, have colorful life.. have a wonderful journey... SO i am not angry with you all, i dont blame all of you too... Perhaps its a test by god... god send me this test....
firstly and foremost the most important buddy in my life XY ! Thanks for a touching words you said to me... i love you alot and u love me too right... and all those things you said make me cry like there is no tml... it is the best phrase i even hear in my life... you will be the last one standing when the whole world gives up on me...you wont let me go no matter what happen... guess you are the first and last person to say that to me... those words.. make me stronger than ever... thank you.. deep inside my heart.. through my soul... I will pray for blessings for you and boi boi... though i know you will be busy and neglecting me... I will also be there for you whenever you need me okay...
god her name is luo xing ying... please give her and boy boy blessings.. may they stayed healthy and happy forever..
secondly to chuang huiwen .. same same same.. recently you are very busy since ronnie came back.. but i understand... so you should know it too.. i am not angry with you hehe.. guess really god wanna test me... one shot all my close frens are so busy with their boyfriend...
thirdly to Iris... thanks for the peace, serenity and calmness you gave me... Your company give me strength to walk my life... though you are also busy with your life... insipring game of life....
thank you everyone every single frens who always entertain me during this period.... haha = ) may god bless you !
1:05 AM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
Thursday, August 05, 2010
Wee!!
I need to stay fit and healthy!!
Continuing, today is my third run and i can see significant improvement!
SmarT Goals
1st Goal - Slim Down ( cut down 5 - 10 kg by september)
2nd Goal - Save More so that I can go backpack travelling ($100 per pay day)
3rd Goal - Find, Find and Find Someone who can start a new chapter in my life.. not to replace 'you' coz you are irreplaceabe.. rather move on with my life.. . Jia you Ah Heng!
Tday while driving.. was listen to this song Just the way you are by Bruno Mars... Fell in love with the song...
12:21 AM
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
I hate boredom
Yes
Yes I do.
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bdAe: July 24th
CraPpy Person..
NoNsense Guy..
bLUr at Times..
caN b very bAD most of the tiMes..
aLways in a dilema.. contradicting mySelf..
Exits
javen E fAt rOnaldO..
huiwen tHe Fa caI Mao..
jessica tHe seLf indugE..
jackson D ovEr demaNdin..
fish tHe TalenTed..
sulyn thE beaUtiful..
rabbit E MooLaH Minded..
iRis the NonSense gAl..
xY tHe seLf-enTertainer..
lYn tHe Ang Mo tyPe gEr..
Talk it Out!
LisTenin..
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aGe: 20+
bdAe: July 24th
CraPpy Person..
NoNsense Guy..
bLUr at Times..
caN b very bAD most of the tiMes..
aLways in a dilema.. contradicting mySelf..
Exits
javen E fAt rOnaldO..
huiwen tHe Fa caI Mao..
jessica tHe seLf indugE..
jackson D ovEr demaNdin..
fish tHe TalenTed..
sulyn thE beaUtiful..
rabbit E MooLaH Minded..
iRis the NonSense gAl..
xY tHe seLf-enTertainer..
lYn tHe Ang Mo tyPe gEr..
Talk it Out!
LisTenin..
Upload Music